tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65361243726707594372024-02-20T17:24:24.322-08:00décadencekusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.comBlogger68125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-63873628814819293082016-03-30T11:57:00.005-07:002016-03-30T12:06:50.119-07:00[鐵血的孤兒] 善惡的彼岸-01<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">機動戰士鋼彈-鐵血的孤兒</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">在個體中,瘋狂是一種罕見事物。但是在團體、黨團、人群、時代中,它則是慣例。</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">或許,類似的瘋狂、偏執狂的瘋狂,唯有在被放大或被凸現的時候,才會顯得如此觸目驚心,猶如人們的噩夢。 </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />第一眼看見艾因·達登時,蓋里歐對他的印象並不強烈。那是個在末日號角裡頭隨處可見的小伙子:缺乏資歷、整齊、服從、並充滿熱誠——或者說看起來充滿熱誠,畢竟這樣一來才有通過面試的機會。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">這類人通常滿抱著初生之犢的戒慎與無知。有時候新人的無知是他們最棒且唯一的優點。這麼說很殘忍,然而他們確實因此能在真正接觸戰場以前表現得非常積極,工作得踴躍而快速。當然了,在這之中不乏有靠著後門關係佔據肥沃職缺的人渣存在,但無論是誰,都不會把艾因和這樣一件破事聯想在一起。畢竟他看上去就是個標準的努力向上、勇往直前、但最後卻不會留下名字的那種人。他有足夠的原因顯得不起眼。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />像他這樣的人比比皆是,在整個世界裡多如螻蟻。麥吉利斯曾為此對蓋里歐表示感嘆:因為他們生來不是七星家族的一員。這真是奇怪的事,不是麼?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「那我就相反了。如果我不是七星家族的人,我大概就不會效命於末日號角。」蓋里歐毫不遮掩地說。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「說這種話可要當心點,蓋里歐。」麥吉利斯微笑地提醒他。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />他們都很清楚這並非責難。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">某一日的下午他第一次正式見到艾因。和地球的部隊結束一場簡短的會談,在收拾著資料的短暫時間裡,麥吉利斯像是順帶的程序般將這個年輕人介紹給了蓋里歐。然而,和蓋里歐的直來直往不同,麥吉利斯擁有能把”順帶去做的事”變成像是”隨之而來的正事”一樣的誇張的處事手腕。這使蓋里歐瞠目結舌,不得不擺出相應的態度:他注視年輕的少尉應聲向前,對方似乎等待這刻多時,那腰桿筆挺、一絲不苟的模樣看上去卻令蓋里歐感到有些無趣。儘管在軍事組織裡頭尋找樂趣本來就不是正經事。麥吉利斯偏過頭去對蓋里歐說他已經將艾因編在了他的隊上,「現在起你是他的直轄長官了。」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">蓋里歐只得連忙回應對方的軍禮。黑髮的年輕男子隨即朗聲自報姓名:「艾因·達登少尉,在此向鮑德溫特務少佐報到!」</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「......他想必理解自己是在越權發言。」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">事後蓋里歐這麼評斷道。十足是藉著酒精不吐不快的發言。麥吉利斯倒顯得心不在焉。金髮的軍官挑起眉看了他的同事一眼,一邊輕輕搖晃著手中的酒液。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">「他自薦加入討伐鐵華團的行動,雖然經驗不足,不過人總是不嫌多,是吧?」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「急著升職嗎,真是的。還很年輕啊。」蓋里歐皺著眉頭做出批判。他最近越來越常露出這樣的神情,這使麥吉利斯感到有點好笑。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「不,蓋里歐,他這麼要求並非為了升職。」金髮的軍官搖了搖頭。「他是奎克·森特中尉的隊員。你明白嗎?」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「......啊?這是彼此關聯的兩件事嗎?」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「我非常肯定它是。」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「我很難想像現在的末日號角裡還有為某個目標而戰的人存在。」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「但那機率並非零。」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「……」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">蓋里歐似乎還想說些什麼,不過麥吉利斯以故弄玄虛的笑容結束了這段對話。之後兩人的話題繞回了地球、殖民艦和環繞著地球部署的太空停泊站。他們談論起那顆豐饒的母星、安全而富足的豪華宅邸、只要打開後門便是年幼的妹妹艾米利亞最喜愛的白色歐式花園......緊接而來的一個短假應該來得及回地球一趟,蓋里歐不禁這樣想著。自己全然沒有興趣繼續漂泊在宇宙裡。隔日,他很快排定了行程。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">可惜因為公務纏身的緣故,直到待在太空站的最後一日,蓋里歐才終於擺脫一切麻煩,開始努力地打包行李。要替妹妹和家人帶回去的、從其他星球圈採買的物品多得驚人,當艾因前來做放假前的最後報到時,看見蓋里歐正試圖將一個形狀繁複的吊燈硬塞進一個軟質行李箱裡。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「少佐,需要我來幫您嗎?」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「當然!感激不盡,我太需要幫手了。」蓋里歐邊說著,一邊努力替箱子扣上鎖扣。他幾乎將整個人壓到了箱子上去才終於順利封印了吊燈。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">「嘿,艾因你也有個短假吧,有任何打算嗎?」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「......呃,少佐?」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「艾因你、有打算去哪裡度假嗎?」</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">一邊轉頭收拾下一件龐然的紀念品,蓋里歐不死心地又問了一次。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />事實上他明白自己如此提問有失長官和下屬之間的身份,不過他不太在意;或者說是,蓋里歐喜歡保有一點選擇權,在他看來,此時這樣的分野確實無關緊要。只是艾因依舊困惑地看著他,以至於他正奉命幫忙長官努力塞進行李箱裡的衣服、在不慎分心時又滿了出來。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「...哇啊!非、非常抱歉......!」少尉驚慌地回過神來,下一秒他不顧形象地撲上前去將即將投奔自由的衣服手忙腳亂地全部撈回來。蓋里歐努力忍住不要笑出聲音來,幸虧艾因似乎為了仔細思考他的提問而開始悶不吭聲地埋頭重新把那堆衣服重新摺好,塞回行李箱裡。他似乎有些猶豫不定,他並不打算對蓋里歐說謊。</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />「我在假期間並沒有離開太空站的打算。」過了一會兒艾因說。蓋里歐聞言抬起頭,好奇地看了他一眼,「嗯?母星太遠了嗎?」</span><br />
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「不是這個原因。只是回去會讓我感到不自在。」少尉誠實地回答。<br />
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「哦,這樣啊。」蓋里歐恍然大悟地回應著他。不過這次他移開了視線,不再繼續盯著艾因看。<br />
「你跟我一位好友一樣。因此,有時候我也會邀請他來我家作客,畢竟我們的母星都是地球。你的母星在哪裡,艾因?」<br />
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他沒有說謊。即使他說了謊,蓋里歐也不會察覺,更遑論、只有一半的真實也還算不上是個謊言。<br />
不知何時,那位近日來逐漸顯露出平易近人性格的蓋里歐·鮑德溫少佐已不再緊盯著自己瞧了。艾因用眼角餘光偷偷觀察蓋里歐,看見少佐沈默了下來,他蹲在一箱敞開的行李旁邊,支著下巴、漫不經心地端詳著一瓶白蘭地瓶身上的標籤。不過他似乎又不是真的這樣漫不經心。<br />
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「艾因要來嗎?」過了一會兒他開口。<br />
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「......呃,鮑德溫少佐的意思是?」<br />
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「我的家族宅邸通常會在固定的假期間舉辦宴會。我想它還夠大,不至於容不下一個新客人。」<br />
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這下艾因是真的驚訝極了。「咦?!這怎麼、鮑德溫少佐,我......」<br />
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「這只是個邀請,艾因,別這麼嚴肅。」蓋里歐忍不住打斷他。他終於將白蘭地塞進箱子裡,偏過頭朝他露出一抹打趣卻又十分溫和的微笑。<br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">tbc </span>kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-80068903393585748222015-06-16T08:57:00.002-07:002015-06-16T09:28:50.194-07:00[Silm/AU同人] Get Used To It<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Rating:R</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><b id="docs-internal-guid-26d02b07-fd0e-1f9e-d027-ef90ee89238a" style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Namo站在那兒,僅僅一步之遙,以堅定的眼神注視著他。他們有著相似的眼睛,一直以來都是,然而Irmo有時不能相信他們明明是同樣的年紀。他與</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: italic; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Namo</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">,住在一樣的地方,遵守一樣的作息,打開門時看見的是相同的景色。這會是真的嗎?</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><b id="docs-internal-guid-26d02b07-fd0e-1f9e-d027-ef90ee89238a" style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">閣樓內部隨之而來的爆炸與晴空萬裡的天空形成完美的照應,今天的天氣當真不錯。Irmo落地後讓自己滾了兩圈、恰巧避開燃燒掉落的木片,他毫無停留地站起身來拔腿就跑,沒有回頭檢視自己的微型炸彈對那棟建築物造成的後果的打算——焦黑的窗戶、熊熊燃燒的火焰,因為閣樓的騷動而紛紛從歌劇院大門疏散出來的人群尖叫奔逃。</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><b id="docs-internal-guid-26d02b07-fd0e-1f9e-d027-ef90ee89238a" style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">在玄關迎接自己的是散落一地的外幣和各種亂七八糟的書面資料。那一個個都是值錢的情報,然而Irmo認為現在的自己沒有餘力將它們整齊堆放好。他索性只是把紙張踢開,替自己清出一條路來,然後再踢掉鞋子,扔下肩上的側背包。他覺得自己彷彿尋到綠洲的旅人衝向並跌進沙發裡頭,可惜開始發熱脹痛的腳踝不滿地提醒他該要向冰袋求救。於是在悲觀的咕噥幾聲後Irmo再度起身,一路單腳跳到冰箱前頭,把冰袋從冷藏室裡翻找出來。</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><br /></span>kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-38223453460406154352015-06-02T03:22:00.002-07:002015-06-02T03:24:38.660-07:00[Silm/同人] If I left you.<style>@font-face {
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Rating:R<br />所有角色屬於J.R.R. Tolkien,我所擁有的只有其中的bug<br />極短一發完!</span><br /> <br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">每有空閑,他依舊會追隨<span lang="EN-US">Orome</span>的號角,與他所深愛的維拉一同策馬奔馳在無盡的荒原上。對<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>而言,唯有在這樣的時刻裡,他才能夠真正忘卻那些逐漸籠罩自己的煩惱,沒有家族之間的爭鬥,更沒有前往遙遠中洲的臆想、時不時謠傳在親族之間——他怎麼會想離開這兒?風吹動他的一頭金髮,精靈清澈的雙眼望向最遠的那端,然後又落回腳下那片草地上。他在踟躇,<span lang="EN-US">Orome</span>將這一切都看在眼裡。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">因此今天的出獵只有他們兩人一起。隨著兩個家族之間的不和越加頻繁,他們單獨相處的頻率也跟著越加頻繁。祂需要跟他談談。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">事實上<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>並不是一個習慣吐露心事的孩子,他曾經試著保持距離,像其他艾爾達一樣以「大人」稱呼<span lang="EN-US">Orome</span>,或者喚他狩獵之神,亦或是<span lang="EN-US">Arôm</span>ê<span lang="EN-US">z</span>;然而<span lang="EN-US">Orome</span>帶他前去到了森林之心的居所,他們在山脈的巔峰尋找萬千走獸奔跑而過的痕跡,向越過頭頂的隼問路,與不見蹤影的小鹿談論一場即將襲來的暴風雨。維拉將馴服所有鳥獸的技巧都教予了<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>,告訴他什麼時候必須要溫柔,何時又該保持沈默;他們有時一去數日,白晝四處旅行,夜晚就露宿在柔軟的落葉中,或者堅硬的岩石地面。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">最開始<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>給予的只是一個慰藉的親吻。他們並肩坐在床頭,一天的忙碌至此已經暫時結束了。事實上他真正想對<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>說的還有太多,他想告訴他,這樣的雪和西爾卡瑞西海峽相較,實則微不足道。但是他知道<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>不會想聽他說出這樣的話,他不會的。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,謝謝你。」<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>喃喃著。他的堂弟坦然接受了那個吻,隨即伸出手擁抱住他。如今的諾多至高王褪去了他原本樹立起來的形象,他低著頭,疲憊而冷靜。並非是指他身為王時不夠真實,而是因為在此時此刻,他得以保留自己最原本的一面,包括他對<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的需要。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我確實非常悲傷。關於我的父親、<span lang="EN-US">Aikanaro(Aegnor)</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Angarato(Angrod)</span>、以及其他所有不幸殞命之人。」<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>低聲道。「我甚至不知道如今<span lang="EN-US">Turukano</span>身在何處。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他摸索<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的肩膀,仿若邀請地催促,將他拉向自己。<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>配合的向前傾,兩人的位置變換,一進一退,下一刻年輕的諾多至高王將<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>壓進了柔軟的大床裡。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的紅髮散開在枕上,如豔火延燒,<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>半跪在他的上方,他著迷的注視那抹焰紅,他自己的黑髮同樣散落在<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的臉上,如夜幕落下。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">當<span lang="EN-US">Fingolfin</span>終於踏上貝爾蘭的土地時,來自中洲的風隨著月的升起迎面拂來。而那些始終跟隨他的子民們,終於也重新拾回了振奮的心情。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">唯一沒有大聲歡呼的人是<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>。<span lang="EN-US">Fingolfin</span>家族的長子一語不發,他讓自己獨立於人群的邊界,向連綿群山的方向望去。不偏不倚地。那些在月色下悠遠輪廓的起伏、正如同自己心中的忐忑<span lang="EN-US">——</span>這是他第一次失去<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的蹤跡。在過去,他的堂哥從來不曾將自己拋下。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">帶領他們來到這裡的<span lang="EN-US">Fingolfin</span>,同樣不知該去何處尋找他的兄長<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>。在這漫漫長路上積累於他胸臆中的壓迫感、已從茫然與怨恨,變成了急欲尋求答案的渴切。在這段跋涉裡,他罕見地做了夢,夢到年幼的自己與<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>,在一片溫暖的草原上聽父親說那些關於大西遷的故事<span lang="EN-US">——</span>然而最後,他卻抓不住那份空洞的盼望。他不知道,橫跨在他與<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>之間的距離、已經比希爾卡瑞西海峽還要更為遙遠了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">當隊伍行進至米斯林時,光芒萬丈的雅納追逐著月之船、躍起於地平線盡頭。白熱的陽光,傾刻間如潮水一般湧向大地,如一柄劍破開陰暗雲霾、掃蕩黑夜,眨眼之間、畏光的<span lang="EN-US">Morgoth</span>的爪牙們全都害怕地瑟縮進巢穴裡。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">思及至此,墮落的邁雅不置可否地哼笑出聲,隨手將幾片不明的肉塊扔給已在跟前久候多時的幼小座狼。有著灰色毛皮的狼崽很快撲了上來,狼吞虎嚥地吞食起那些腥臭的食物。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">My Lord</span>,那個紅髮的精靈叫我們不用妄想用他來勸退他的同袍,看來他並不畏懼死亡。」一名<span lang="EN-US">Orcs</span>口齒不清地朝<span lang="EN-US">Sauron</span>報告道。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>的七個兒子再次回到從戰火中保全的米斯林。其實,總的來說,屬於貝爾蘭的第二場大戰、他們幾乎是大獲全勝。至少這場戰役,足以讓所有人確認了一件事:即使<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>已死,<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>家族的火焰也不會因此動搖或者熄滅。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>在<span lang="EN-US">Dagor-nuin-Giliath</span>(星下之戰)傑出的表現,讓他有足夠的理由耀武揚威。對此,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>難得順著他的意思,沒有對他戰意過於高昂的行為加以約束,然而<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>卻因此而略感擔憂。「我必須提醒你,<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,」他有些不安地對他的長兄說道。「不過這樣的結果,也許多少會拖延到王位轉讓的順位。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>對<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的蠢蠢欲動抱持疑慮,不過<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>倒認為<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>的死確實不該太快傳入黑暗大敵的耳中。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「況且,如果<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>認為他應該競逐這個位置,」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>略顯隨性地補充道:「那麼他首先該擔心的不是我,而是很有可能隨後抵達的、屬於<span lang="EN-US">Nolofinwe[1]</span>家族的子民們。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,你仍相信他們會來嗎?」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>忍不住問他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>對此沈默了,最後他說:「<span lang="EN-US">Findo[2]</span>不會收回他所踏出的任何一步。」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>報以理解地笑了笑,嘆了口氣,他小聲咕噥了一句:我也是這麼想的。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">那一日,當工作已經結束,眾人準備休息安睡時,<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>的長子獨自一人離開了營帳。他安靜地踏入繁星點點的夜空之下,那時候萬物生靈尚未見過日與月之船、在天際追逐航行的奇異美景,整個世界像是將永遠沐浴在夜色之中,埃爾達們所鍾愛的星光則常伴左右。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">而後在數次呼吸之間的沈寂後,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>偏過頭去,望向了不見盡頭的西方。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">事實上,他確實一直抱有盼望。儘管這股盼望隨著時間的流逝而變得越發微眇,如堅石漸漸被磨砥成沙礫。但他仍期待吹拂米斯林原野的風會帶來任何屬於<span lang="EN-US">Fingolfin</span>家族的消息。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他輕輕地嘆了口氣。畢竟,是的,西爾卡瑞西海峽遠比他們所知道的還要更寬廣,並且也更嚴苛。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">誰知道呢。也許就在他靜立於此的當下,<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>正踏出的每一步,都是走向死亡的長路——亦或是走向仇恨。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在他們停留於米斯林的那段時間,<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>的兒子們很快便和當地的灰精靈們打上了交道。這些四處遊蕩的灰精靈對於諾多精靈的到來顯得非常欣喜,他們幾乎是在他們最需要幫助的時候踏上了此地,並且還打了一場漂亮的勝仗。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">戰後,灰精靈們很快便前來向<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>家族送上祝賀。然而在會晤中,辛達國王<span lang="EN-US">Thingol</span>的勢力很早便遍佈了此地的傳聞同樣傳入<span lang="EN-US">Feanorians</span>的耳中。得知這塊土地同樣有著統治者,是件須慎重處理的事。儘管<span lang="EN-US">Thingol</span>和他們的祖父<span lang="EN-US">Finwe</span>是感情甚篤的朋友,但這不代表他會願意無條件接受他的孫子們如今的不請自來。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我沒有搞錯吧,大哥,你的意思是,我們應該送信詢問他的意願?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>家族的第三子有一搭沒一搭地撫摸著<span lang="EN-US">Huan</span>柔軟的毛皮,一邊對這提議表露出了毫不掩飾的嗤之以鼻的態度。七個諾多王子正圍繞著營帳內的桌案而坐,<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>過度張狂的發言讓他旁邊的<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>難掩訝異地轉過頭去望向他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你們想想吧,那個拒絕歸返的黑暗精靈,如今宣稱自己在這裡做主,這有道理嗎?他可知道是我們依靠自己的力量擊退了<span lang="EN-US">Morgoth</span>醜惡的爪牙,而非依靠他那些落荒而逃的子民們?這豈不是件無法服人的懦弱之舉?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">這番話招致了一陣沈默。自從星下之戰後,<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的氣焰確實變得非常高漲,而他的驕縱同樣影響了他的兄弟們。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>知道<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>正是為此非常擔心。一旁的<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>不禁勾起了一抹微笑。不過這並不代表<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>會因此縱容他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Tyelko[3]</span>,」紅髮的精靈開口。他的語調不疾不徐,但抬起注視<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的雙目卻犀利地令他的弟弟不覺有些生畏。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>閉上了嘴,不得不稍微坐正了些,收斂了原本放蕩不羈的神情。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>面色平靜地凝視著他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你太輕率了,決定一件事得要想遠一點,這是為了我們自己著想。倘若今日向<span lang="EN-US">Thingol</span>王匯報一事不是由我們來做,那麼我們屠殺奧闊隆迪帖勒瑞精靈的惡行,也許將會以最壞的方式傳入他的耳中。待到那時,難保我們將會與<span lang="EN-US">Thingol</span>發生內耗,並且因而拖延了向<span lang="EN-US">Morgoth</span>進攻的時機。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我明白你的顧慮,大哥,可是要我們向辛達精靈低頭,我可不願意。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一直保持安靜的<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>終於發話道。這使<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的視線轉向了他們巧舌善辯的五弟。<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>的七個兒子裡,就屬<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>最有和他們父親相似的特質,也最善於謀算。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>帶著順從的神情迎向<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的目光。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Tyelko</span>的用詞是粗魯了些,不過那確實是事實。況且這些辛達擁有的知識和能力都太低落了,那個灰斗篷君王甚至沒有見識過雙聖樹的光輝與<span lang="EN-US">Morgoth</span>的黑暗,卻彷彿自己擁有同等程度的經歷,並且傲慢地要求知道我們的行蹤?簡直無禮到了極點。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">...</span>而相對的,早在我們來到以前便因<span lang="EN-US">Morgoth</span>的所作所為而散佈於中洲的險惡,也是由<span lang="EN-US">Thingol</span>的子民們最先品嘗到的。」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>接替下去說道。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「這封信由我來擬。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">獨自攬下了向<span lang="EN-US">Thingol</span>對話的權利與責任便是手段之一。當他說出這樣的決定時,並沒有漏看<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的眼中隱約閃過一絲索然無味的情緒。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>察覺了一絲警訊。當他看見一道尖銳的剪影安在山坡的彼側時,他意識到,那是一名毫無預警來訪的信使。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />[1] Nolofinwe: Fingolfin的昆雅名。<br />[2] Findo: Fingon昆雅名的暱(愛?)稱。<br />[3] Tyelko: Celegorm的昆雅名簡稱。</span></div>
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<br />kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-11768420433024887052015-01-09T20:44:00.002-08:002015-01-13T19:39:31.513-08:00[lotr/同人] Last word. 07<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Characters:Oropher/Gil-galad</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">腦洞 腦洞 腦洞,最後聯盟之戰,不算是長篇</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">所有角色屬於J.R.R. Tolkien,我所擁有的只有裡面的bug</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>隻身一人來到隸屬於諾多精靈的營區。他穿越區隔兩個營區的那片狹窄的森林,如同一匹安靜的鹿,身旁只有一名侍衛跟隨著。他身上銀色的輕甲依舊帶著那場戰鬥所留下的血污,似乎一抵達本營就過來了,根本來不及換掉。<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>前來迎接他。整個營區現在亂糟糟的,後援的補給部隊剛剛才終於受到安置。許多諾多的醫者正匆忙前往辛達與南多精靈的營區,從他們身旁擦肩而過。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>殿下。」<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>欲言又止。<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>嗯了一聲,<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>隨即向他點頭致意。事實上,因為這場戰爭的關係、他們兩人同樣也已經足夠熟稔了,然而<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>此時卻說不出任何一句額外的話來。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>草草地移開視線,那與他的父親<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>極度神似的冰藍眼眸掠過一絲微弱的陰影。「讓我見你們的至高王。」他說。始終沒有糾正<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>明顯喊錯的稱謂。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>帶他進入了營地裡,前去找<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>。在<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>的侍衛因為他們並肩行走而自動自發地落到了後頭時,<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>伸手輕輕的拍了拍<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>的肩膀。隔著一層堅硬的鎧甲他感覺不到那下頭的肌肉是否緊繃得無法放鬆,不過他什麼也沒有問。最後他將他領到了<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>的帳篷外頭,向<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>通報了<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>的來訪,然後替他揭開因雨水而變得有些沈重的簾帳。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「很抱歉還勞煩您特地跑一趟,<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>王。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>說出的第一句話彷彿一個迎面痛擊。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>的腳步卒然停住,他緊閉著嘴,直勾勾地盯著黑髮的精靈看——他剛剛是怎麼稱呼自己的?<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">大綠林的王子一如死水的胸臆中忽然興起了一股極端激烈的情緒。這讓他差一點就要衝上前去質問他任何一個問題——直到他發現<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>握著筆的手正微微地顫抖。他並不是真的如言語一樣無動於衷。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>瞬也不瞬地注視著那片燭火。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我帶來關於我父親的消息。」他說,語尾不自然地停頓住,無法再繼續。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">接著<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>走上前去。無視於<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>桌上亂成了一團的戰報和信件,他將手中一直握著的那柄長劍輕輕平放在桌面上。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">沈重的劍身將柔軟的羊皮紙壓陷下去,上頭的血跡沾到了羽毛筆上頭的絨毛。<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>認出那是<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>的劍。他壓抑的沒有說話。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「他要我告訴您:請您記得當初他為何帶領我們參戰。並請您不用為此感到自責。這是他的決定,而身為臣民和他的兒子,我們願意跟隨。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>的聲音沒有什麼起伏。相較於<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>,大綠林的新國王確實對這樣的結果早已有了準備。儘管這並無法替他減輕那份同等的傷痛。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然而,聽聞這段話,一時之間<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>只是流露出近似於茫然的神情,彷彿不知該作何反應。<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>耐心地等待他回應,看著<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>輕輕撫過了那把劍冰冷的劍身。然後他站起身來。出乎<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>的意料,諾多至高王給了他一個擁抱。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">夜色暈染整片天空的前一刻,天際線上殘存一片灼紅。那是這場浴血的廝殺留給世界的記憶之一。<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>獨自前去了營地的最南方。儘管距離依然還很遠、但是那裡是離他們的故鄉最近的地方。他和其他所有人的故鄉。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他站在貧瘠的山丘上,唯有一片沈睡的森林綿延在遠處。然而他知道,只要一直往那裡去,將可以去到那片蓊綠的巨大森林。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>,他在心中無聲呼喊。你的靈魂已經安睡了嗎?他不得不記起了那樣的事:他曾答應過自己,他不會放他一個人。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然而為什麼呢。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他猛然睜開眼。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">『請您記得當初他為何帶領我們參戰。』<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">毫無預警地,一滴淚水滑落了<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>的臉頰。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他想起來了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">那日的景色依舊歷歷在目,他怎麼可能忘記呢。大綠林的王一身戎裝、帶著整隊的軍馬出現在不遠處的丘陵之上。那時天空剛剛泛起魚肚白,他們在山坡上形成一排緻密的剪影,將蓊綠的森林拋在身後,帶著屬於青草與樹木的清澈氣息加入這場戰爭。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他全部都想起來了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Character:Oropher/Gil-galad</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">所有角色屬於J.R.R. Tolkien,我所擁有的只有裡面的bug</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Warning:架空世界設定AU。設定很我流,防雷請慎。</span></span><br />
<br />Evergreen.<br /><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />願你的靈魂息止安所,然後,<br />你將在我心中常青。</span><br /><br /><a name='more'></a><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">即使時隔多年,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>仍舊記得自己初次是如何見到人類帝國的新國王。那天的天空飄著細雪,而<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>給他的第一印象,恰巧就像是這場新雪一般:萬般無知、顯得無關痛癢,然而卻會被記在心底。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">其實新王上任對<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>而言並不是什麼稀奇的事。精確來說,這是他迄今為止所換過的第三個契約對象了。畢竟他的壽命是永生,和轉瞬即逝的人類所擁有的時間著實不能相提並論。不過基於傳統,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>依舊應邀特地前來參加新國王的加冕典禮。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">華美無比的服飾、毫無必要的大排場,徹底貫徹了血族一貫頹廢的奢靡形象。他通常把這當作是一個義務,或者說一場應酬。這令他不得不忍受身處人類之中的境況。說老實話,他並不是非常喜歡人類。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">當<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>和幾個臣民從進入王城時,他們的前進不可避免地受到阻礙,許多王城的人類前來圍觀甚至是歡迎。因為,儘管血族的身影對人類而言不算陌生,然而血族的王族依舊非常稀有,畢竟他們平時並不住在這裡。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他稍微扯住繮繩,抬起頭,冰湖一般的雙目望向了落雪的灰色天空。他料想著今日想必會無趣到了極點。此時王宮的衛兵及時趕來迎接他們,替他們在人群中開了一條路。幸好如此,否則他也許會忍不住發怒。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">抵達王宮大門後,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>很快便被迎接進去。加冕典禮的一切似乎都已經佈置就緒了,一些侍僕正忙碌地準備著剩餘所有肢微末節的細節,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>踏著穩健的步伐一邊打量著他們,走過長而空曠的走廊。他似乎又一次成了最晚到的那一個,但對此並不顯得十分在意。他擁有的時間實在太多了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">侍僕將他領至了主廳之中。而就是在那裡,他第一次見到了<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">事實上在這之前,他早已耳聞<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>在剛成年時便繼承了王位,對自己而言應當只是一個稚嫩的小傢伙。然而當他親眼見到對方時,仍在心中感到些許訝異:<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>實在太過年輕了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">尚未轉變成一個成熟男人的精緻五官、幾乎可說是過於柔和的臉部輪廓、以及似乎過於蒼白的面頰;不過令<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>感到訝異的是,那雙雲灰色的眼睛倒是有著超齡的冷靜,新國王似乎對自己所將面臨的狀況非常的了解。包括他將要祭血予一名難以約束的吸血鬼王族、或者他將要承接他的父親所遺留下來的重責大任——<span lang="EN-US">Orodreth</span>遺留給他的兒子的沈重包袱可真的不少。他的父親一向不是一個稱職的王。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">他注意到Gil-galad</span>的身邊還跟著一名像是新來的幕僚的男子,至少<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>對那個人並沒有印象。令他感到有趣的是、那名男子與<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>的年紀看上去差不了太多。在更久以後他知道了男子的名字叫作<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>,是一名來自異國的貴族,不過那都是後話了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「夜安,<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>陛下。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">這句話作為兩人初次正式見面的開場白並不足以使人印象深刻。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>終究還是主動上前去,與<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>客套地問候道。人類的新國王對他的存在並不陌生,不過似乎帶有警戒。在聽見他的聲音後,Gil-galad向他露出一個疏離的微笑。「<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>王。」<span lang="EN-US">他</span>說。「非常感謝您特地前來。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「恭喜您登基,期待您的治理能使我們的聯盟更為鞏固。」<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>從善如流地道,從桌邊拾起一只酒杯,向<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>舉杯示意。然而此舉出乎意料地令<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>的神情顯得略帶窘迫。人類似乎有什麼難言之隱。<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>挑起一邊的眉毛。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「怎麼了,陛下不嗜這類酒嗎?」他微微偏了下頭,好奇地問。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我通常不喝酒。」<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>坦誠道,帶著歉意望了他一眼。「很抱歉壞了您的雅興。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">加冕儀式沉悶且無趣。人類的玩意兒,血族王忍不住在心裡輕哼。這個國家的宗教力量已經因為新盟約的關係、而被王權所壓制,因此、新國王在主教面前宣誓登基誓詞一事也變得不再這麼重要。這間接剝奪了大部分在登基時應有的、關於神的眷顧或者堅定信仰的莊嚴氣氛。幸好隨後騎士團的宣誓替這段典禮增添了它本該有的重量,姑且還算是有模有樣。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">——足以令人類與吸血鬼和平共存的唯一依據。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>站起身來。一時之間,在場所有人、無論是人類或者吸血鬼,視線全都集中到了他身上。但他對此顯得毫不在意,儘是離開了自己的位置,邁步走向正迎上他的視線的<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>。對方蒼白的臉龐似乎顯得更無血色了些。他的新國王莫非很怕痛?有些不合時宜地這樣想著,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>毫無必要地對他再一次勾起笑意。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「願吾等共存共榮,<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>王。您的林頓王國,與我的綠林疆域。我們將繼續維持這份得來不易的友好,並盡全力確保這份盟約的穩固。」他說。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-14733136604173222722015-01-08T06:33:00.003-08:002015-01-09T20:43:17.253-08:00[lotr/同人] Last word. 06<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Characters:Oropher/Gil-galad</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">分級<span style="font-family: inherit;">:R</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">腦洞 腦洞 腦洞,最後聯盟之戰,不算是長篇</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">所有角色屬於J.R.R. Tolkien,我所擁有的只有裡面的bug</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他一把掀開了簾帳。一眼便看見帳篷裡頭那名高大的人類首領<span lang="EN-US">Elendil</span>正和<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>討論著關於圍剿黑門的事。<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>的副手船王<span lang="EN-US">Cirdan</span>和傳令官<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>也在那裡,唯獨<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>來得太過匆忙,沒來得及帶上<span lang="EN-US">Thranduil</span>一起。他們的糧食供給線在昨日開始就被切斷了,一直沒有辦法修復,以致於他們正為部隊應當後撤以和後勤部隊接應、或者是向前削弱敵方增援,好讓後勤能夠自行突圍進入產生了一點相左的意見。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>清了下喉嚨,不是很客氣地往<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Elendil</span>的中間硬是卡進了一個屬於自己的位置。<span lang="EN-US">Elendil</span>舉起雙手,非常沒有必要的試圖表達自己的清白,一邊帶著古怪的表情往旁邊移開了一步。<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>挑了挑眉,沒有對這段插曲做出任何表示。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>王,」<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>喚他,刻意讓話題回避了方才<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>奇異的舉動,將手裡的地圖送到他手上。他在一處靠近山口的地區圈點了一下。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「您認為呢?是要在這裡設下埋伏以和後援部隊合流?或者——」他再移動筆尖,往更上方的另一個峽谷入口的位置畫上了一個圈。「我們可以靠近山脈北部,直接從上游切斷部分<span lang="EN-US">Sauron</span>軍隊的增援,一方面減低中間部隊會受到的衝擊、另一方面讓後援能進入到山區,到本營裡來。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「至高王覺得呢?」<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>反問他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我有第三個想法。我們分成兩個主力部隊,分開行動,一批人往前面去,另一批往後,除了時間問題以外,如此一來風險也沒有這麼高,賭注會被分成兩邊。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「哦。」像是早就料到了似的,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>立刻接續他的話,稍微提高了音量好強調其中的不滿。「好的,讓我猜猜看,我想我們的諾多至高王想必是要親自到前面去吧?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>蹙起眉看了他一眼。只一眼。接著他移開視線,微微揚起頭來,表現出了不甚在意的模樣。「是。」他說。以一種一切與自身無關的平淡語氣。「以我所帶領的步兵能力和我的身份而言,這也很合理。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我不贊同第三種方式。」<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>冷漠地反駁。他對<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>難得自負的發言視若無睹,將那卷地圖非常隨便的扔回了桌上。「第一或第二方案隨意。第三種我否決。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「……可我和<span lang="EN-US">Elendil</span>認為第三種最可行。」<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>無奈地、盡可能和緩地解釋道。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>一瞬間安靜了下來,他用一種凌厲的眼神打量了<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>好一會兒,然而<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>沒有與他周旋的意思,只是安靜不語,任由他審視。每當這種時候,<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>總是不知道自己該感到慶幸或是挫敗,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>始終是那個他。即使他們的關係已經可說得上是戀人,而自從他們首次結合已經過了五年,但<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>對自己提出的意見、仍舊時常抱持相悖的觀點。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">原因別無其他,這是根深柢固的價值觀問題。他說得沒錯,他們是不同的族類。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">隨著他們之間的關係越熟稔、<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>反對他的方式就越是直接。然而,不,他並不討厭他這麼做。只是這樣的事總逼迫著他認清現實。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一股沈重壓迫的氛圍圍繞著他們所有人,<span lang="EN-US">Elendil</span>露出了茫然不解的神情,一時留也不是、走也不是。最後是<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>轉了開來。「我得和你單獨談談,至高王。」他不冷不熱地說。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>略顯僵硬地點了一下頭。這樣的結果並不意外,甚至可說是在他意料之中。他讓<span lang="EN-US">Cirdan</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>先下去,然後對<span lang="EN-US">Elendil</span>道了個歉,說他晚一點會向他說明他們討論的結果。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Elendil</span>的後腳剛踏出營帳的下一秒,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>一把扣住<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>的肩膀,將他硬是轉過來面對著自己。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>這次終於迎上了他的目光。他的眼底無波無瀾,相較於<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>的激動,<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>反而冷靜的近乎盲目。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我們沒有更多時間了,<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">幾乎是立刻,<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>感覺到肩上的手指略微收緊,勒得他有些發疼。但他鐵灰的雙目依舊眨也不眨。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「聯軍圍困巴拉多已經第五年。」他說下去。「要是再繼續僵持不下,只怕聯盟軍的力量會一點一點被磨光。如今是我們在包圍敵人,有後盾的是他們,不是我們。如果沒有一個契機能打破僵局,無論是精靈、人類、矮人或者其他任何良善的生物,都將沒有活路。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">這番言論讓<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>一時愕然。「……我以為這五年會讓你有所長進?」他的聲音裡迅速湧起怒意,冰藍色的眼睛不悅地微微眯起。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>,是你自己說過所有人都對這場戰爭有責任,每個人都在承擔它。這下我不放你一個人,結果你反而自己走開了?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我——」<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>欲言又止。他不得不承認自己訝異於<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>的記性。儘管那已經是數年前的事了——然而、是的,那時是他順應<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>的意願要求了他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他略顯艱難地開口:「我必須向你承認……<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>,這份責任對我而言、比我所敘述的還要更重。」但是<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>看著他。「我不明白。」他說。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>的心中倏忽浮沈著一種極端的空泛,另一頭則是奇異的麻木。<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>抬起手,輕輕按住了他握著自己肩膀的手,安撫性地撫摸著他突起的指節、和指腹上熟悉的劍繭。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Celebrimbor</span>。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">——無可救藥。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">即使是如今,當他說出這個名字時,胸口竟然仍會鈍鈍地發疼。也許就如同他並非真正理解<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>一樣,他同樣也不曾真正的理解過<span lang="EN-US">Celebrimbor</span>。他怎麼可能理解他?或許相較之下、<span lang="EN-US">Celebrimbor</span>給予他的空白更寬廣,更遠。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他只是一路看著自己漸漸長大,而他則看著他一點一點消失不見。然而現在釐清這些又有什麼用呢。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我想你應該知道……因為<span lang="EN-US">Celebrimbor</span>的關係,十九枚力量戒指才會落入至尊戒的掌控。」<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>僅僅停頓了一下,開始說起了這個人人皆知的故事。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Celebrimbor</span>聽信了<span lang="EN-US">Sauron</span>的話,最後<span lang="EN-US">Sauron</span>才會取得如此強大的力量,強到足以繼承<span lang="EN-US">Morgoth</span>的黑暗意念——大部份的人是這樣認為的。對他們而言,那只是一件離他們還十分遙遠的事。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「但是<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>……接下來我要說的,可能會讓你覺得無法理解,我也並非在要求你的理解。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>自此開始放緩了自己的語氣,他的聲音變得更穩定、也更平淡,可他的眼底鋪陳了濃烈的哀戚。<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>放開了他的肩膀。他摸索著<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>覆在自己手背上的手,他的手冷的像是死去之人。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Celebrimbor</span>……不,<span lang="EN-US">Telperinquar</span>他,對我而言,不只是我的堂兄,同時也是一個非常重要的朋友。在<span lang="EN-US">Sauron</span>化名作<span lang="EN-US">Annatar</span>,開始在中土大陸四處遊走時,我曾警告過<span lang="EN-US">Telpe</span>他的可疑之處。可是最後我的勸說並沒有被採納。那麼難道我沒有責任嗎?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我身為至高王卻無法規勸自己的臣民,而身為<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>——身為我自己的時候,我所說的話一樣無法進入<span lang="EN-US">Telpe</span>的心裡……從來都不。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我有。」<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>硬生生把他的話堵了回去。他的語句裡毫無預警地再度燃起了怒火,然而<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>卻猛然驚覺那之中竟有著挫敗。他愣在原地。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「事到如今你還認為我會聽你的?我說你太看得起你自己,但你同時也看輕了你自己,<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>王。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他聽著<span lang="EN-US">Oropher</span>說著這些語句,看著他的唇邊掛起一抹自嘲的笑容。<span lang="EN-US">Gil-galad</span>沈默不語,沒有給予他任何一點的辯解。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「……或許,你不會相信我有多麼重視你。我比你自己還要更重視你。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<br />kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-11205747296711078802015-01-06T08:48:00.002-08:002015-01-06T08:48:33.407-08:00[歌詞翻譯] Skye Boat Song<span style="font-size: large;">Skye Boat Song</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">斯凱島船歌</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sing me a song of a lass that is gone,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你對我唱起了歌:關於你逝去的愛人</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Say, could that lass be I?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">告訴我,那個人能夠是我嗎?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Merry of soul she sailed on a day</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">帶著滿心歡欣,她航行了整整一日</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Over the sea to Skye.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">去到了大海彼端的斯凱島</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Billow and breeze, islands and seas,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">浪潮與微風,孤島與汪洋</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mountains of rain and sun,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">和那滿盈雨水及陽光的山巒</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">All that was good, all that was fair, </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">所有曾經的美好,所有往昔的美麗</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">All that was me is gone. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一切造就我的,都已離我遠去。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sing me a song of a lass that is gone,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你對我唱起了歌:關於你逝去的愛人</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Say, could that lass be I?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">告訴我,那個人能夠是我嗎?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Merry of soul she sailed on a day</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">帶著滿心歡欣,她航行了整整一日</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Over the sea to Skye.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">去到了大海彼端的斯凱島</span></span><br />
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Karliene的翻唱也很好聽,另一種不同的味道 :) <br />
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">CP</span>:<span lang="EN-US">Fingon/</span></span></span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">Warning</span>:班戈拉赫戰役之後。</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">Rating</span>:<span lang="EN-US">R</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 比起人類,精靈對寒冷氣候的耐性著實優異的多。在大雪中快馬前進,並沒有對Maedhros造成太大的阻礙。至少他能確信自己絕不會因為這種程度的寒冷而倒下。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 手指變得麻木倒是其次,連年的戰爭已經讓他習慣了很多事,不差這一件。他唯一略感擔憂的是視野問題。倘若在這樣的低可見度下,不幸遇上了Morgoth的手下,他並沒有太長的距離能預先準備好與對方交鋒。不過幸好,這一路上,紅髮的精靈並沒有碰上任何敵人。無論是Orcs或者其他任何東西。 <br /><br /> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他並未忘記他的弟弟。基於一個兄長固有的責任感,他同樣在心中無聲地向Maglor道了歉。畢竟自己是如此倉促地離開了辛姆林,但願Maglor對要塞的各項繁務還能應付得來。 <br /> 他思考著抵達希斯隆後一定要再寫封信給Maglor。隨即他又想到,如今自己竟然比送信到辛姆林的信使還要更早抵達希斯隆——他的堂弟勢必會為此表達出不必要的驚訝吧,因為在Fingon的認知中,他並沒有義務要提早前去。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /> 這樣的思緒令Maedhros越加煩躁了起來。他夾緊馬腹,加快了馳騁的速度。事實上他的行為確實可說是過於躁進:這一路上Maedhros幾乎沒有讓自己做多餘的休息。 <br /> 第一日結束時,他頂多於定點停留了兩個小時而已。不過他終究擔心馬匹受不了這樣的操勞,在第二日清晨時,便改而下馬步行了半日有餘。畢竟他無辜的坐騎並無需承擔牠的主人那份無理的急躁。 <br /><br /> 直至第三日的清晨他才又重新騎上馬。那時雪幾乎要停了。他抬起頭,看見從東方飛來的雀鳥朝著遠處的山巒而去。那正是他急欲前去之處。 <br /> Maedhros幾乎要請雀鳥替他捎去口信,不過隨即還是打消了這個念頭。無論這條口信有幾個字,是長是短,他更願意親自對Fingon說。 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 守門的侍衛一眼就辨識出他來,恭敬地朝他行禮。Maedhros的名號在Nordor諸國、就和北方的寒冬同樣顯赫。雖然未必是好的那方面。 <br /><br /> 「My Lord,請容我帶領您去見至高王?」侍衛問他。 <br /><br /> Maedhros點了下頭。他收回視線,知道這裡和以前相較已經遠遠地有所不同了。 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br /> 「……Maitimo?」 <br /><br /> Fingon幾乎是立刻就從守衛那裡得知了他的堂兄抵達的消息。Nordor如今的新任至高王以最快的速度來到了大廳,彷彿來的是一整隊的Nordor貴族一樣。當他看見Maedhros坐在大廳中央的桌前時,顯得有些詫異,不過又不是真的那麼驚訝。 <br /><br /> 他徑直朝Maedhros走來,對他露出笑容。 <br /> 「真高興見到你。」他說。 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br /> Fingon一向不願刻意隱瞞自己的情緒——這部分倒是與Fingolfin天差地遠。Maedhros同樣向對方笑了笑,從桌邊起身,也朝Fingon迎上前。他們給了彼此一個用力的擁抱。這樣的互動在旁人看來並沒有任何異樣。畢竟經過如此長久的時間,任何人都已知道他們情同手足。唯獨Fingon在鬆開懷抱前讓嘴唇親暱的擦過Maedhros的頸邊——這讓他們之間的距離隨即又顯得太過接近。 <br /><br /> 「你來早了,距離典禮還有十多天。」Fingon說。 <br /><br /> 其實他的言論並不帶任何多餘的意思。他接著便轉過身去,朝門廳內的侍衛稍微抬手示意,將他們全部都遣退了出去。Maedhros一時沒有回應,儘是耐心的等待侍衛關上門。 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他在這時終於找到空間,足夠凝視堂弟的背影:如今落在他肩上的,並不只是那一襲寬大美麗的銀藍色披風。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /> ——這是當然的。他的身份已經和以前截然不同了。 <br /><br /> 這並非代表Maedhros已無法在Fingon的身上找到任何熟悉的景色。相反的,那些事物其實清晰無比,但卻已開始一件一件地落在時間裡。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他很清楚,這過程將會持續下去。 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /> 侍衛都離開後,Fingon並沒有很快回過身來。Nordor新的至高王望著緊閉的廳門。他的身影正巧就站在窗邊投射而入的餘暉之中。他像是若有所思一般,一段時間靜立不動著。良久之後,Fingon終於開口說道: <br /><br /> 「Maitimo,你是因為我而提早過來的嗎?我想你從我的去信得知了我父親的事:他的靈魂如今已經去往Mandos的殿堂中等候了。」 <br /><br /> 「那麼你確實知道我為什麼來。」Maedhros回應。 <br /><br /> 然而話一出口,Maedhros忽然後悔於自己是否冒犯了對方。儘管他和Fingon之間的相處從來不拘泥於禮數,但現在的情況已經完全不一樣了。他方開口想再說些什麼時,Fingon回過了頭。 <br /> 讓他感到吃驚而又坦然的是,他的堂弟那雙如鐵的灰眸,正毫不避諱地望進他的雙眼。 <br /><br /> 「我想你應該注意到了,親愛的堂兄,我們的族人重建國土及重整旗鼓的效率,比我想像的還要快上許多。甚至連我都差點要忘了,他們畢竟是Nordor的子民。」 <br /><br />——無論是否親自涉足過維林諾的土地,所有Nordor的血液中都同樣流淌著最為堅韌的、只屬於他們的可怖的強大力量。至於那些伊甸人,他們更是依著自由的意志為生存而戰鬥著。這使他們甚至比精靈還要更堅忍。<br /><br /> 「同時,關於我的父親,雖然他戰敗殞命,卻替我們爭取到了極為珍貴的機會。Manwe的鷹王告訴我,黑魁首在戰鬥中遭到了重創。我們現在有更多時間能用來反擊。」 <br /><br /> 言至此,再一次地、Fingon走向了他。 <br /> 他整個人都逆著一層奪目的夕色。 <br /><br /> 「Maitimo——辛姆林要塞的領主,你將是我最重要的助力。」 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /> 接下來的是寂靜。甚至連呼吸都變得不必要。 <br /><br /> Maedhros的眼前,Nordor至高王的雙目之中,已經斂去了方才初見到自己時的溫暖與快樂。如今那裏平靜無瀾,卻又暗潮翻湧。 <br /><br /> 那豈只是鋼鐵的灰?那同時也是即將揭起暮色的灰,是暴雨欲來的灰。 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span><style>@font-face {
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /> 有一瞬間Maedhros幾乎要抬起手觸碰他的臉頰,但隨即,他硬生生地阻止了自己。他知道自己並沒有錯認:Fingon確實仍舊悲傷不已,可那些悲傷替他築起了一座堅固無比的城池。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 從Fingolfin死去的那天起,Fingon就不再是Nordor王子了。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br /> 有時候,Maed<span style="font-family: inherit;">h</span>ros會夢到自己孤身一人被懸掛於安戈洛墜姆的懸崖上。身邊的景色與印象中並無二致,他總會以為已經過了很長的一段時間。然後最後他會夢見Fingon。這樣的夢會毫無預警的重複。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 然而這段記憶一次次提醒他的、卻不是他在那段時間所忍受的任何苦痛,而是在那之後、自己親自將至高王的冠冕奉與了Fingolfin家族的事實。 <br /><br /> 從那時他就該知道,總有一天會輪到Fingon承受這樣的責任,並且他終得面對最黑暗的兇險。然而與此同時,Maedhros卻又矛盾地相信,唯獨Fingolfin才能給予Fingon同等高貴的情操,以及那顆無與倫比的剛勇之心。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 那麼由這樣的人來領導Nordor,他們才能有一絲得救的希望。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他唯一沒有料到的是,Fingon成為至高王的那天會這麼早到來。他們甚至來不及做好準備。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br /> 究竟Fingolfin為什麼會瘋狂地死去?在Maedhros的認知中,Fingolfin其實一直以來並不渴望與Feanor並肩。然而同時、他的所做所為卻也並非自願退居後方。Fingolfin或許只是基於自己的名分,試圖站上一個他所應得的位置;即使最後他失敗了。那麼他的死必然也是同樣的原因。 <br /><br /> 然而Fingolfin仍舊破開風雪。 <br /><br /> 他帶領他的子民穿越西爾卡瑞西海峽,帶領他們挟著罪孽,依舊前行。燃船通天的焰火是他們前進的明燈,儘管冽風懾人的哭嚎奪去了無數生命。當他們終於踏上中土大陸時,月亮第一次升起。於是Fingolfin吹響銀號,他的腳下百花齊放。而這一切都使得他的死聽來像是一個謊言。 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /> 沈默之間,Fingolfin和Fingon的形象,在Maedhros面前悄悄重疊,而後卻又消散無蹤。他搖了搖頭,他在想些什麼?Fingon終究不是Fingolfin。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Maedhros的心臟冰冷地瘋狂跳動。<br /><br /> 他退開了一步。幾乎是著迷地,Maedhros凝視停滯於分秒之間的、他唯一的王。 <br /><br /> 然後,忽然之間,他感到釋然,而又痛苦無比:沒有人比Fingon更適合站在這裡了。他終究不是Fingolfin,他是Fingon。是那個隻身一人去到阿爾達最為黑暗之地,拯救了自己、同時也束縛住了自己的Fingon,是背負隔閡的罪業與冰融的感情的Nordor王子,他是他所尊敬的最為勇敢正直的高貴之人。 <br /><br /> 而如今,他將會成為Nordor嶄新的旗幟。 <br /><br /><br /> Maedhros退後一步。而後他忽然單膝落地,垂下了頭。他長長的紅髮垂落在臉頰兩側。第一家族的長子對他新的王行了一個最為標準且順服的臣下之禮。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 而後Maedhros開了口。低沈冷靜的聲音響在唯有他們二人所在的空蕩大廳中。 <br /><br /> 「我,辛姆林領主,Maedhros在此發誓:無論何時何地,我必將竭盡一己之力,永遠效忠於你。我的劍將為你而戰,我的靈魂也屬於你。現在如此,往後亦然——」</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Feanor之子腦海中關於Mandos留予他們的詛咒,在班戈拉赫戰役之後已再度鮮活了起來。那一字一句彷彿螻蟻,在最細微的角落啃食他們的信念。他們將要付出的代價雖是無形,卻宛如夢魘,永遠不可能消失。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 這些他都知道。Maedhros不發一語。遣退了信使,接著跟Maglor回到壁爐前的桌邊。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 堅硬的鞋跟敲擊著地面,迴響空虛的腳步聲。Maedhros將信翻了過來, Maglor替他移開桌上一疊凌亂的戰報。Maedhros將信放置在桌面上。信封的正面,那屬於Fingolfin家族的銀色封蠟閃爍溫婉的反光。在他拾起拆信刀拆開那封信以前,一股扼頸似的沈重預感籠罩在他的心頭。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 我聽聞了東方防線一事。有勞你和Makalaure了。你們可說是守住了整個東線最重要的要塞,這對局勢有著至關重要的影響。』</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 都說見字如面。Maehdros早已習慣於Fingon親筆寫下的字跡一貫的直接與毫不造作,然而此時Maedhros卻注意到其中幾處突兀的停頓:在每個語句之間,Fingon總是流暢地書寫的筆尖卻烙下了幾處些微暈開了的停頓點。他的心迅速地往下沉。有什麼最壞的事發生了。也因此,最前頭的內文之於他險些失去意義,若不是Maglor此時同樣在一旁關切著這封信的內容,他幾乎要跳過最開頭那些瑣碎的消息。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 『……我日前從來自Findarato的信函中得知,你的兩個弟弟Curufin與Celegorm已順利抵達了納國斯隆德,我想關於他們的事你已無需擔憂。』</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 『今年的寒冬雖然帶來了艱難的作戰環境,然而同時多少也削弱了Melkor的軍隊繼續追擊的能耐,或許可以說是Eru的眷顧吧。在我寫下這封信時,我旗下的希斯隆的人類與精靈共同組成的精銳部隊正馳騁於荒野之中,他們領受我的命令,四處尋找所有失蹤士兵的下落,以及繼續消滅Melkor留下的殘黨……』</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> ......原來是這樣嗎。Maedhros不著痕跡地深吸了一口氣。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他的眼神逡巡在命令二字上。再往下讀去時,他已經知道自己將會看到什麼了。辛姆林領主苦澀地閉了閉眼。他看見一滴不顯眼的墨漬落在句子的末尾。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 『……Maitimo,容我向你致歉,』</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 像是呼應了他的猜想,接下來這樣的句子進入了視線。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 『我想你已發現端倪,為什麼這一切是基於我的命令——事隔多日,我終於得以提筆與你寫這封信。是的,我的父親,Norodor至高王Fingolfin,在班戈拉赫戰役中戰死了。』</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Maglor忍不住在自己身後發出一聲低呼。「天啊……」他聽見他的弟弟不可置信地輕聲道。那些秀麗的昆雅文字在鐵灰色的眼底落下刻痕。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 相較之下Maedhros卻沒有多餘的反應。 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 『…Manwe的鷹王替我帶來了這個消息,同時我也得知了我的父親死前曾毫無畏懼抵抗這世上最深的黑暗。然而,我並沒有找到任何得以作為父親的衣冠塚的遺物,因此僅是在形式上以一枚戒指替代他下葬。』</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 『接下來大部分的時間裡,我試圖接手父親所留下的軍隊和公務……幾乎是所有的事情。希斯隆在這段日子一片愁雲慘霧,我們沒有能耐再承受更進一步的挫折了。我想至少我能越快進入狀況越好,Nordor的王國諸侯都必須重整旗鼓。』</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 『半個月後將臨的早春便是加冕典禮,屆時所有能夠集合於此的領主都將與會。Maitimo,我期盼你們也能親自來一趟希斯隆。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 爐火燃燒的聲音輕柔作響。Maedhros凝視著落於信末的署名,Maglor和他雙雙陷入死寂。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Maedhros不自禁覺得拿著信紙的指尖有些發麻,他無法辨明究竟是不是因為氣溫的關係。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他放下信,失去手掌的右手腕部隱隱作痛起來。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 儘管對此感到羞愧,然而一時之間,黑色鐵蹄踏過阿德加蘭平原的景象竟變得歷歷在目——或者那只是安戈洛墜姆帶給他的苦痛陰影——無論如何,Melkor的軍隊震顫地面的聲響變得震耳欲聾。他幾乎不曾想像過這樣的事:Melkor的恐怖竟能成功摧毀Nordor族有史以來最為信賴的Fingolfin王。如今,至高王的重責大任終於交到了他的堂弟Fingon的身上。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 諷刺的是,以另一種形式而言,這樣的重量卻是Maedhros給予他們的。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Maedhros偏過視線,望向了窗外。毫無疑問,辛姆林的晚冬雪勢正劇,這種時候踏上旅途,是最不明智的選擇。然而Maedhros知道自己無法等到半個月後了。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他不說二話,順手拾起靠在椅邊的劍,邁開步,便朝著大廳高聳的大門走去。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 「Maitimo!」Maglor嚇了一跳。他很快追上去。Maedhros走的太急,Maglor幾乎差點要追不上他的步伐。「等、等等,你打算現在就出發前往希斯隆嗎?」他的弟弟慌張地問他。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 直到左手已經按住了門把時,Maedhros才回過頭,而Maglor隨即第二次感到驚訝——他的兄長注視著自己的眼神,與其說是堅定,倒不如說是......彷徨。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 「我錯過了……我必須見Findo。」他聽見Maedhros低聲說。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 來不及做出反應,辛姆林的領主已經用力地推開了大門,這也讓他說出口的話語迅速消散在冽風的呼嘯聲中。Maglor慌亂之餘仍想做點什麼好試著挽留他,然而紅髮統帥緊蹙的眉間卻在在暗示著他無法說服的固執。他的身體裡始終燃燒著火焰,那會吞了他......Maglor終究是能夠理解他的兄長的。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 於是半秒的猶豫後,Maglor噤聲退縮了。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 他不再說些什麼。目送Maedhros從馬廄裡牽出了馬,望著他用力甩開並披上了一件黑色的斗篷。Maedhros幾乎沒有帶上什麼多餘的裝備,徑自於毫無星光的寒夜中,馳騁而去。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">tbc. </span></span>kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-12950886413783825432014-10-12T06:12:00.001-07:002014-10-12T07:48:06.233-07:00[Starfighter/同人] Voice.<style>@font-face {
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">Starfighter同人衍生創作,所有故事與角色屬於</span>HamletMachine,我所擁有的只有其中的bug。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">Warning:原作向,捏造結局。</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">寫的詞不達意且非常混亂orz 看不懂是正常的....</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">「再見。」他說。清澈的聲音從幾乎不被使用的聲帶中送進安靜的空氣裡,像是一聲懸響落在一顆星球的蒼白表面,留下極淺的痕跡,在真空中其實什麼也無法聽見。他接著又重複了一遍。「<span lang="EN-US">Praxis</span>,再見了。」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">這就是全部了。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">Praxis</span>看著他。<span lang="EN-US">Deimos</span>不再動也不再說話,他像是一格靜止的時間停泊在那裡。<span lang="EN-US">Praxis</span>忍不住伸出手來。他摸了摸<span lang="EN-US">Deimos</span>的頭髮,讓食指指節順過他覆蓋著左眼的瀏海。每一次當他回想起他們之所以走到今日的原因,依舊覺得非常可笑又不可思議——誰說這兩種刺人的矛盾無法共存呢?好比極熱和極冷也會同時存在於這個星系最遙遠的殖民地,也許那裡正是<span lang="EN-US">Deimos</span>的家鄉呢。當恆星升起時,無論一顆行星被以何等相似的程度列進了類地球的行列之中,它都會擁有那樣極端的溫度。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">戰爭結束後,一切就會如此結束了。依舊活著的人幸運一點將得到官銜及榮譽,被光鮮亮麗的白色船艦遣返,回到他們位於地球、殖民地、或者其他類地球行星上的家鄉。不過無論幸運與否,他們同時也都將帶回一些再也不能復原的病症。大家都聽說有些人得到了永久性的太空失明,對那些人來說,回家去,和漂浮在太空中,所看見的顏色已經沒有什麼不同了。黑色是人類對太空和大海最深的恐懼,他們將一輩子與恐懼為伍。<span lang="EN-US">Praxis</span>慶幸自己不是那些長期暴露在宇宙射線下的工程師的一員。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">然而,事實上,更多人得到了精神官能症。近十年持續的戰鬥和任務以及面對敵人的壓力,讓許多人再也無法恢復正常的生活,他們變得神經兮兮、夜晚睡不著覺,即使躺在床上,卻還以為自己坐在駕駛艙裡。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">但是沒有人怨天尤人。無論是什麼樣的時代,一個人選擇踏入戰場,就永遠不再會是完整的了。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>使生如夏花之絢爛。</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">「但你不會這麼做,對吧。」<span lang="EN-US">Praxis</span>說。感覺<span lang="EN-US">Deimos</span>在自己的懷裡再一次輕輕回應。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span lang="EN-US">Praxis</span>明白為什麼<span lang="EN-US">Deimos</span>不會願意離開殖民地。拿<span lang="EN-US">Cain</span>或<span lang="EN-US">Abel</span>來說,或許戰爭結束後,<span lang="EN-US">Cain</span>還有能力接續軍方高層的工作、<span lang="EN-US">Abel</span>更是輕易能替自己爭取到一條前途光明的政治之路,但是相較之下、<span lang="EN-US">Deimos</span>什麼也沒有。他既不受任何高官的賞識、也沒有<span lang="EN-US">Cain</span>或<span lang="EN-US">Abel</span>那樣的領袖魅力,在戰爭中也從未立下什麼功勳,而打從他加入艦隊,就註定了他畢生的價值將在這裡發揮殆盡。用更刺耳的方式來說,他就只是眾多普通人之中的其中一個,如此而已,就和他一樣。畢竟在這世界上,這樣的人才是最多的。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">那之後,他們自沒有天空與土壤之分的浩瀚的星海同彼此分離。一個人過日子對<span lang="EN-US">Deimos</span>而言沒有什麼困難的。他最後轉身離開了Praxis,頭也不回地走了。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的聲音被雨勢掩去。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>沒有再說話。雨水很快讓他們全身濕透,而雨滴順著衣領鑽進頸後的麻癢感讓他不明所以地渾身發涼。半晌的停滯過後,<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>擅自讓馬掉過頭去。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他忽然急於找到一處遮蔽讓他們躲過這一場大雨。以現在的情況而言,隻身在充斥敵意的森林中頂著暴雨趕路、將是一件非常愚蠢的行為。他們不能保證納國斯隆德如今不會有任何一位精靈亟欲報復他們,更勝過於遵守<span lang="EN-US">Orodreth</span>王的命令。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然而此時<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>猛然從後頭狠狠抓住了他握著繮繩的手。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你要去哪?」他神經質地問他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「什麼?」<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>幾乎被嚇得一震。他反射性想把手抽回來,但<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的力道大得驚人。在一來一往間,<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>成功地逼迫他的哥哥扭著半個身子回過頭去,兩人的重心變化引來了馬兒不安的噴氣聲,並且停下了沾滿泥濘的馬蹄子。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你幹什麼<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>?連自己人都不信任了?」<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>氣喘吁吁地罵道,他的音量無可避免地提高,帶著些不可置信瞪著那雙自己再熟悉不過的灰色瞳仁。那一瞬間<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的瞳孔深處落下了陰影。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>恍惚地愣在那兒,那是他再熟悉不過的<span lang="EN-US">……</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然後下一秒,他的肩膀被用力扣住向後帶去。他甚至來不及發出驚呼——<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>粗魯地咬上暴露在視線中的脆弱頸側。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">鐵鏽般的腥味剎時湧出, <span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>自鼻息中溢出一絲哀鳴,鮮紅的咬痕很快覆蓋了同一位置上所有舊的痕跡。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>側過頭去吮去血液,雨水反而讓那些血嚐起來潮濕且甜美。這讓金髮的精靈呻吟著仰起頭來,貧弱地掙扎。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Curvo……</span>我沒有打算違背你的意思。」他艱難地說著,似乎是試圖澄清,一邊卻脫力地向後靠在<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的肩上。黑髮的精靈放開了他的手腕,改而將手探進了他的哥哥那身合身的獵裝裡頭。巧匠長著薄繭的掌心撫上火熱且肌理分明的腹部,那兒正隨著呼吸緊繃且急促的起伏著。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「哦,<span lang="EN-US">Tyelco</span>,但我怎麼知道?」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>在他的耳邊問。從後頭環住了他的腰腹,粗魯地收緊。「我心中的憤怒讓我無法冷靜。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Curvo……</span>」<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的喉嚨裡擠出幾個凌亂的氣音,幾乎以為自己會窒息。就差這麼一步之遠——他眯著眼,濁重的雨水落進他的眼底,然後湧出眼眶。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我<span lang="EN-US">……</span>我絕不會回去納國斯隆德,如果那是你所擔心的。」他喘息著說,聲音被壓抑在痛覺與情慾的矛盾裡頭。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「那麼你為什麼要掉頭?」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>尖銳地質問。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">對於這件事,<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>原本就想要如實回應。「<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>,拜託你理智點<span lang="EN-US">……</span>」他已經放棄讓自己從<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的牽制裡掙脫出來,然而卻還是忍不住低聲地抱怨著。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我們總得先躲過這場雨。正義並不站在我們這一邊。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">這樣的回答讓<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>安靜了下來。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">有好一段時間<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>全身繃緊。他等待著一個自知無法預料的結果,像等待鋒利的刀刃割開他的胸口。然而,幾秒鐘過後,他卻感覺到啃咬逐漸轉趨柔和。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">犬齒嵌進血肉中的疼痛漸漸換成了柔軟的舔拭。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>逐漸放鬆下來。對此他一向適應的非常好。他閉上眼睛,任由自由的權利被手到擒來地攫取。微微浮起的動脈在他的弟弟的覆吻中突突跳動。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Tyelco</span>,我的哥哥,永遠不准背棄我。」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>吻著他低聲說。那如同父親一般有力且穿透人心的聲音緊貼在他的耳邊。<span lang="EN-US"></span><span lang="EN-US">就在這忽然之間,Celegorm</span>的心底湧出一股荒謬的滿足,他勾起嘴角,幾乎要自負地大笑出聲。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你知道我不會,<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>——他幾近瘋狂地喃喃。從離開維林諾前就是如此。一直如此,一直如此。孤獨且極端,整個阿爾達之中,他和<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>只能擁有彼此。他很早就知道了,而它現在驗證了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我不會背棄你的,<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「那麼讓我信服你。」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>要求。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">忽然Celegorm</span>貼身的褲裝被<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>拉扯著向下褪去。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>溢出一聲困窘又迫不及待的喘息,他配合地直起腰,一邊沉下腳跟,踩穩馬鐙,好讓臀部能夠稍微提起以順利脫下它。布料因為被雨水浸濕而緊貼在<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的大腿上,<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>缺乏耐性地將他的褲子胡亂扯下去。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>主動拉過了他的手,讓他握住自己暴露在冰冷的空氣中、那早已高高挺立的性器。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>修長的手指從善如流地將性器包裹住,粗魯地套弄起來。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「啊、<span lang="EN-US">Curvo……</span>」他呻吟著,不自覺地收緊雙腿,這讓他的小腿緊夾住了馬兒的肚子,Celegorm必須不斷地提醒自己不能這麼做。他一點也不希望在這樣的狀態下讓他們的馬開始移動。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>偏過頭去親吻他的耳根。那源自於情慾的潮紅正朝著每一個地方擴散,他的指尖、他的雙頰、他的大腿,和正被他的弟弟玩弄著的性器。金髮精靈的喘息和雨聲混雜在一起,他自己幾乎分不清楚,然而<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>撲息在自己頸邊輕淺的呼吸,卻清晰無比。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">馬兒的鼻間噴出一口氣,似乎有些躁動起來,但是<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>根本沒有時間搭理牠。他感受到<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的指甲摳進頂端微微張開的鈴口,而指尖則撓過已經腫脹飽滿的囊袋,「<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>、我快要<span lang="EN-US">……</span>」<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>低喊著,大腿不自覺地曲了起來,直到他發現自己再也無法踩住馬鐙。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他弓起腰,重心不得不向後傾,<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>任由他仰起頭,將腦袋緊緊抵在自己的頸邊。接著<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>哽咽著很快就射了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「表現得不錯啊。」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>調侃地說。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>塌下了腰,癱在<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的胸前急促地喘氣。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>托住他的下巴,讓他的哥哥仰起臉來,而他低下頭去。雨水從自己烏黑的髮尖落到<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的臉頰上。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>不禁眯起眼。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>替他將水珠抹去,然後吻了吻他的眼瞼。接著突如其來地往他的腰上狠狠一揉。力道毫不收斂,<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>幾乎叫出聲來。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「現在,換個方向,面對著我。」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>命令。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在馬背上頭掉轉方向對他們而言都不是一件難事,畢竟他們兄弟倆的騎術都非常優秀。然而當自己的褲子如今並不在它應該在的地方時、似乎又是另一種狀況。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>微微皺起眉,撐起了身子。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你別讓馬亂動<span lang="EN-US">……</span>」<span lang="EN-US"></span>他說著,小心翼翼地一手撐住了馬鞍,放下一條腿,探到了其中一邊的馬鐙。幸好在踩住馬鐙以後,他很快便順利地讓自己得以轉過了半個圈子。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>注視著他的動作,他看著<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>挪動自己的位置,接著跨坐到了自己的大腿上。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>彎起他赤裸的雙腿,讓自己的膝蓋能夠半跪在馬鞍的邊緣。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>笑了,抬手按住他的後腦,逼迫他低下頭來和他接吻。有一段時間他們只是交換著彼此脣齒的溫度。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Tyelco</span>,我一直想問你一個問題。你為什麼始終跟隨我?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一吻結束時<span lang="EN-US">,Curufin</span>開口道。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>愣了一愣,對這個過於直白的問題顯得不知所措。<span lang="EN-US"></span>在他猶豫不決的時候,<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>撫上了他的臀部,揉捏了幾下,然後便毫無預警地擠進臀瓣之中。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>小聲地抽了一口氣。他反射性地抱住<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的頸子,Curufin的一根手指已經沒入了他的後穴。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">嗚、Curvo</span>,等一下<span lang="EN-US">……</span>」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我想要知道。你剛剛說正義並不在我們這一邊,而我自然也清楚。」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>冷淡地闡述這段話。他無視<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的央求,隨便抽插了幾下,便讓手指轉動著退了出來,接著他直接換成了三指,再度將它們塞進他的身體裡。Celegorm發出不甚明顯的哀鳴。一開始Curufin遭遇了一點兒阻礙,但是三隻手指很快順利地齊根沒入了<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的體內。<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的大腿緊繃地顫抖。他緊緊抓住<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的肩膀,好得到一點必要的支撐。<span lang="EN-US"></span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「不公不義、殺親弒友、追名逐利<span lang="EN-US">……</span>哥哥,你是否厭惡過我所帶給你的生活?你真的從未想過要離開我,嗯?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">緊跟著這一連串問題,Curufin的手指開始不安分地在Celegorm的體內攪動起來。這讓<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>好不容易組織起來的回應立刻重新歸於混亂。他張開嘴喘氣,一邊上下蹭動著身體,試圖讓無人照料的性器在<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>和自己之間的狹小空繫間反覆地摩擦。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>眯起眼。他清楚<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>全身上下每一個敏感的地方,他刻意讓手指反覆划過他最為渴望受到觸碰的區域,卻是極其惡意地點到為止。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「回答我。」Curufin以一貫的強硬態度要求道。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>啜泣地將臉埋進他的頸間。「我從沒<span lang="EN-US">……Curvo</span>,<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>,求你<span lang="EN-US">……</span>」他巍顫顫地小幅度動著腰,然而<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>依舊故意避開觸到他最為渴求的區域。他甚至幾乎讓手指完全退出<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的後穴,這讓<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>著急地忍住喘息,咬住了下唇,好吞下衝出口的哀求語句。<span lang="EN-US"></span>「說清楚點。」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>沉下聲音。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 你還會認為能夠使用現有的自然資源,是再正常不過的事嗎? </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">這是一篇小小的科普短文。關於一份<span class="a" style="left: 719px; top: 5708px;">由美國多所大學包含經濟、環境、生態、氣候、地理等領域之研究所、與</span><span class="a" style="left: 3367px; top: 5708px;">美國太空總署噴射</span><span class="a" style="left: 1727px; letter-spacing: -1px; top: 407px;">推進研究院及生態研究公司共同發表的文獻</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="a" style="left: 719px; letter-spacing: -1px; top: 4629px; word-spacing: 2px;">《 The value of the world’s ecosystem services and natural capital (1997) 》[1] 當中</span>所提出的概念:「<b>生態系統服務 (Ecology Services)</b>。」</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">從哪裡開始好呢?不知道大家對於1991年啟動的生物圈二號有沒有印象 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><a href="http://www.slate.com/content/dam/slate/blogs/atlas_obscura/2013/09/05/biosphere_2_experiments_in_a_sealed_off_artificial_earth_in_oracle_arizona/biosphere2.jpg.CROP.article920-large.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://www.slate.com/content/dam/slate/blogs/atlas_obscura/2013/09/05/biosphere_2_experiments_in_a_sealed_off_artificial_earth_in_oracle_arizona/biosphere2.jpg.CROP.article920-large.jpg" /></a></span></span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><a href="http://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E7%94%9F%E7%89%A9%E5%9C%88%E4%BA%8C%E5%8F%B7">生物圈二号 - 维基百科,自由的百科全书</a> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">生物圈二號就是所謂人造伊甸園的概念,目的是用完全封閉的系統來建造人造的生態系。所謂的密閉定義是包括空氣、水體都不能與外界流通的狀態,所以一旦對外的艙門開啓,就代表任務告一段落,必須中止。 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 至於怎麼進行生物圈二號的實驗,wiki大概都寫出來了,總之這個由富豪所贊助的超昂貴研究計劃前後總共進行了兩次實驗,第一次為時兩年,第二次只維持了半個。 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 在這兩次實驗中,只有8名實驗人員居住在裡面。因此我們可以說這計劃中所有的花費除以8,就代表每多養一個人所必須支出的錢。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">值得注意的是實驗進行一段時間後,種植出作物來吃在在變成了困難的挑戰,到最後「實驗人員都會長期處於饑餓狀態」。</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 也就是說,這樣巨額的花費,其實僅能勉強維持這些人的生存。而且最多只能支撐一年餘,接著密閉系統裡頭的氣體含量產生劇烈變化、土壤、水體等也漸漸無法再繼續使用,不得不中止、否則實驗人員會丟了性命。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">於是我們可以用簡單的除法來算一算,即使後期這些可怕的系統崩壞情況都不會發生,要讓一個人勉強存活在一個人造的生態系統中,每人每年平均要花費的金額是多少呢....! </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 答案是900萬美金 (相當於3億台幣) </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">為什麼它叫生物圈二號? </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 因為生物圈一號,就是我們所有人現在身處的這個封閉系統——地球。 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在這裏必須引用一下John Avise的論文內容 [3]: </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在生物圈二號中,兩年來花費在『勉強』維持為生系統的支出,一共一億五千萬美金,相當於每人每年九百萬美金。但生活在『生物圈一號』的我們,這些維生系統皆是大自然提供的、近乎免費的服務。 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 若我們必須付費,光是我們這一代所收到的賬單,就是三百萬美元的三次方這樣的天文數字。」 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> 令人感到悲哀的是, 生為地球上的其中一個物種,我們竟然無憂無慮地將生態系提供的服務視為理所當然,肆無忌憚的玷污並佔據地球的每一個角落。</span></span></blockquote>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> − John Avise - the real message from biosphere 2 </span></span></i></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在你懶得走回房裡去關掉一盞用不到的燈、或者不願忍受一丁點其實可以忍受的熱度,而按下了冷氣開關的同時,請再想一想生物圈二號。 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">參考資料</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">[1] <a href="http://zh.scribd.com/doc/133381776/%E7%94%9F%E7%89%A9%E5%9C%88%E4%BA%8C%E8%99%9F-Biosphere-2-%E7%94%9F%E6%85%8B%E7%B3%BB%E7%B5%B1%E6%9C%8D%E5%8B%99">http://zh.scribd.com/doc/133381776/生物圈二號-Biosphere-2-生態系統服務</a>, 上網日期 2014.09.23</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">[2] <a href="http://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E7%94%9F%E7%89%A9%E5%9C%88%E4%BA%8C%E8%99%9F">http://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/生物圈二號</a>, 上網日期 2014.09.23</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">[3] <span class="mainTitle">The Real Message from Biosphere 2, </span></span></span>John C. Avise, <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Conservation Biology<span id="volumeNumber">, Volume 8</span>, <span id="issueNumber">Issue 2</span>, <span id="issuePages">pages 327–329</span>, <span id="issueDate">June 1994.</span><span id="issueDate"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span id="issueDate">(中文部分翻譯:國立台灣大學森林環境暨資源學系 鍾國芳)</span></span></span></div>
kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-88036402973611080132014-09-20T09:17:00.004-07:002014-09-20T09:24:05.821-07:00[歌詞翻譯] The Antlers - Sylvia<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: large;">The Antlers – Sylvia<br />希爾維亞<span style="font-size: small;">(人名)</span></span> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><br />本曲收錄於Hospice #03</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Please, curtains in, start us off </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">請吧 在這道簾子裡頭 讓我們開始吧 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />You swing first </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">由你先開條件吧</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sorry, I don't know what I said </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">抱歉 我不知道我說了什麼 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />But you're crying now again </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">但你又哭了起來 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />And that only makes it worse </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">而這只讓事情變得越來越糟 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />Let me do my job </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">讓我做我該做的 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />Let me do my job </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">讓我做我該做的 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />Sylvia, get your head out of the oven </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sylvia 別把你的頭放在火化爐裡<span style="font-size: x-small;"> (*註一)</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />Go back to screaming and cursing </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">快回去繼續尖叫和咒罵啊 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />Remind me again how everyone betrayed you </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然後再一次提醒我 大家是如何背棄了你 <br /><br />Sylvia, get your head out of the covers <br />Sylvia 別把你的頭藏在罩子裡啊<br /><br />Let me take your temperature <br />讓我幫你量一量體溫 <br /><br />You can throw the thermometer right back at me <br />你大可以把溫度計丟回我身上 <br /><br />If that's what you want to do, okay? <br />好嗎?如果這是你想要的 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />Please, please calm down <br />請你冷靜點 冷靜點 <br /><br />Steady out, I'm terrified <br />快冷靜下來 你嚇壞我了 <br /><br />Sorry, I want us to ally <br />抱歉 我希望我們是盟友 <br /><br />But you swing on little knives <br />但你在小刀堆裡搖擺不定 <br /><br />They're only sharp on one side <br />這些刀子們 只有一刃鋒利無比 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br /> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Let me do my job <br />讓我做我該做的 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />Let me do my job <br />讓我做我該做的 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sylvia, get your head out of the oven <br />Sylvia 別把你的頭放在火化爐裡 <br /><br />Go back to screaming and cursing <br />快回去繼續尖叫和咒罵啊 <br /><br />Remind me again how everyone betrayed you </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然後再一次提醒我 大家是如何背棄了你 <br /><br />Sylvia, get your head out of the covers <br />Sylvia 別把你的頭藏在罩子裡啊 <br /><br />Let me take your temperature <br />讓我幫你量一量體溫 <br /><br />You can throw the thermometer right back at me <br />你大可以把溫度計丟回我身上 <br /><br />If that's what you want to do, okay? <br />好嗎?如果這是你想要的 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />Sylvia, can't you see what you are doing? <br />Sylvia 你知道你正在做些什麼嗎 <br /><br />Can't you see I'm scared to speak <br />你難道看不出來嗎 我已經嚇得說不出話了 <br /><br />And I hate my voice because it only makes you angry <br />我恨透了自己的聲音 因為它們只會不斷激怒你 </span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sylvia, I only talk when you are sleeping <br />Sylvia 唯獨當你沈沈睡去 我才會如此對你說 <br /><br />That's when I tell you everything <br />唯獨此時此刻 我可以將一切都告訴你 <br /><br />And I imagine that somehow you're going to hear me <br />然後想像著 想像你將會聽見我的聲音 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">註一:原文oven有爐子、灶、微波爐的意思,不過在一些較為狹義的解釋上,它也有火化室的意思,尤指二戰時德國納粹專門用來焚化猶太人的屍體的火化室。</span></span> <br />
<br />kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-56416917528692731722014-09-19T03:12:00.000-07:002014-09-19T03:12:20.534-07:00[歌詞翻譯] The Antlers - Kettering<br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">The Antlers – Kettering<br />凱特琳 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">歌詞中文翻譯<br /><br />本曲收錄於Hospice #02 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">I wish that i had known </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我是多麼希望 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />in that first minute we met </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在我們相遇那時 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />the unpayable debt </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我就已經知道</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">that I'd owe you </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我所虧欠你的 將無以償還 <br /></span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />cause you'd been abused <br />你的身體不斷拒絕著你 <br /><br />by the bone that refused you <br />它已凌虐了你如此之久 <br /><br />and you hired me to make up for that <br />而你之所以僱用我 正是為了彌補這樣的事 <br /></span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />walking in that room <br />我走進房裡 <br /><br />when you had tubes in your voice <br />你的聲音裡夾雜著插管的雜音 <br /><br />they're singing morphine alarms <br />它們高唱著一首走調的 <br /><br />out of tune <br />嗎啡警報 <br /></span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />they had you sleeping and eating <br />他們讓你睡覺 進食 <br /><br />and I didn't believe them <br />而當他們用颶風中的烏雲來稱呼你時 <br /><br />when they called you a hurricane thundercloud <br />我並不相信</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />while i was checking vitals <br />我檢查著維生機器<br /> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I suggested a smile </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">並且給了你一個微笑 <br /><br />you didn't talk for a while <br />有好半晌 你一語不發 <br /><br />you were freezing <br />你就這樣凍結在原地 <br /></span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />you said you hated my tone <br />你說你討厭我的聲調 <br /><br />it made you feel so alone <br />它總讓你感覺好孤獨 <br /><br />so you told me <br />所以你告訴我 <br /> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I had to be leaving <br />說我必須要離開你 <br /></span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />but something kept me standing </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">不明所以地 我依舊佇立原處 <br /><br />by that hospital bed </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">佇立於那張病床旁 <br /> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I should've quit but instead <br />我應該要走的 然而 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />I took care of you <br />我卻反而留下來照顧你 <br /></span></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />you made me sleep all uneven <br />你讓我在睡夢中輾轉反側 <br /><br />and I didn't believe them <br />我始終沒有相信他們的話 <br /><br />when they told me that there <br />他們告訴我說: <br /><br />was no saving you <br />你是無法好起來的 </span></span><br />
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kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-14433280336588511472014-09-18T23:15:00.000-07:002014-09-18T23:31:19.516-07:00[歌詞翻譯] Mary Chapin Carpenter - 10,000 Miles<br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">Mary Chapin Carpenter - 10,000 Miles</span><br />
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Notes:對我來說這首歌有很重要的意義。這是1996年的一部電影「返家十萬里(Fly away home)」的主題曲。那是一部由真實故事改編的電影,述說一個單親爸爸Thomas和他的女兒Amy,拾獲了一窩因森林砍伐而被雁媽媽遺棄的卵,孵化並撫養牠們長大。小加拿大雁把Amy當成了牠們的媽媽。<br />
然而,在加拿大的法令中,為了防止加拿大雁對其他建築物及飛機構成威脅,豢養的雁必須剪翼使其永遠無法飛行而失去飛行能力。為了讓這些雁擁有自由飛翔的權利,爸爸Thomas說服女兒Amy,他們必須照著加拿大雁遷徙的習性將牠們野放。<br />
於是父女倆決定駕駛輕航機,帶牠們「回家」。<br />
現在回頭看,Fly away home這個名字取的真好。<br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Fare thee well </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一路好走 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">My own true love </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我的摯愛啊</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Farewell for a while </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我們將分別一段時間 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I'm going away </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">因為我就要離去了 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">But I'll be back </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">但我會回到你的身邊 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Though I go 10,000 miles </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">儘管相隔萬里 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">10,000 miles </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">萬里的長路 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">My own true love </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">哦 我的摯愛 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">10,000 miles or more </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">甚至是比這更加遙遠的地方 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">The rocks may melt</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">岩石將融化 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And the seas may burn </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">而海水將會沸騰 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">If I should not return </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">倘若我不再回來的話 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Oh don't you see </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">哦 你能看見嗎 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">That lonesome dove </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">那隻寂寞的鴿子 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sitting on an ivy tree </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">她棲息在常春藤上 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">She's weeping for </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">正為了她所愛 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Her own true love </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">而哀傷的哭泣著 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">As I shall weep for mine </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">就像我同樣正淚流不止</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Oh come ye back </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">哦 請回來吧 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">My own true love </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我唯一的摯愛啊 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And stay a while with me </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">再陪我一會兒吧 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">If I had a friend </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">如果在這個世界上 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">All on this earth </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我僅有一個朋友 </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">You've been a friend to me </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">那麼 除了你 別無他人了 </span></span><br />
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<br />kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-65632768000119225552014-09-18T04:44:00.001-07:002014-09-19T03:13:33.741-07:00[歌詞翻譯] The Antlers - Epilogue<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US">The Antlers - Epilogue</span></span><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US">終曲 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">You're asleep, I'm screaming, shoving you to try to wake you up</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And like before, you've got no interest in the life you live when you're awake</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">但就像之前每一次一樣 你對你所存在的這個清醒後的世界 始終置身事外</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Your dreams still follow storylines, like fictions you would make</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">而你的夢依舊跟著故事情節走了下去 就像是唯獨你會寫出的小說</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">So I lie down against your back, until we're both back in the hospital</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">所以我背對著你躺了下來 直到我們再次回到了醫院裡</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">But now it's not a cancer ward, we're sleeping in the morgue</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">但這一回不再是癌症病房了 我們在停屍間靜靜沈睡</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Men and women in blue and white, they are singing all around you</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">身穿藍與白的男人和女人 他們全都圍繞著你歌唱</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">With heavy shovels holding earth, you're being buried to you neck</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">沈重的鏟子深深掘進土中 轉瞬間你已被掩埋至脖頸</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">In that hospital bed, being buried quite alive now</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你就在那張病床上 你就要被活生生地埋起</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I'm trying to dig you out but all you want is to be buried there together</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我拚了命想把你挖出來 但你想要的 卻只是與我同葬於此</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">You're screaming</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你尖叫著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And cursing</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">咒罵著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And angry</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">發著怒</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And hurting me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">傷害了我</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And then smiling</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然後你微笑著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And crying</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">哭泣著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Apologizing</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">不斷不斷地道歉</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I've woken up, I'm in our bed, but there's no breathing body there beside me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我已經醒了 就在我們的床上 但我的身旁不再有一個活生生的人</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Someone must have taken you while I was stuck asleep</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一定是有人在我還深陷睡眠時喊醒了你吧</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">But I know better as my eyes adjust</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">但是當我的雙眼適應了這裡之後 我明白了</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">You've been gone for quite a while now</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你已經離去了很長一段時間 </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">and I don't work there in the hospital (They had to let me go)</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">而這醫院裡沒有我的工作 (他們必須要讓我走)</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">When I try to move my arms sometimes, they weigh too much to lift</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">偶爾我試圖移動我的手臂 卻發現它們太過沈重</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I think you buried me awake (my one and only parting gift)</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">我想你已將我活埋 (這是我唯一且僅有的離別禮)</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">But you return to me at night just when I think I may have fallen asleep</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">但你卻在深夜時回來 就在我以為我已經睡去的時候</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Your face is up against mine, and I'm too terrified to speak</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你的臉就直直對著我 我害怕的無法言語</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">You're screaming</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">你尖叫著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And cursing</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">咒罵著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And angry</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">發著怒</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And hurting me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">傷害了我</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And then smiling</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然後你微笑著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">And crying</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">哭泣著</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Apologizing……</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">不斷不斷地道歉……</span></span><br />
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</span>kusuri2013http://www.blogger.com/profile/12453132583498047870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536124372670759437.post-55132962095213893662014-09-11T02:36:00.002-07:002014-09-11T02:53:33.599-07:00[Silm/同人] in the cloud. 02<style>@font-face {
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">所有角色屬於<span lang="EN-US">J.R.R. Tolkien</span>,我所擁有的只有其中的腦洞<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在過去,<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>一向是較為直接的那一個。他的性格既明亮又直快。比起<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>,通常<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>毫不顧慮、直截了當說出口的內心話似乎較他多上更多。也因為如此,他最終會選擇從事警察這樣的工作,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>一點也不感到意外。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">那時<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>仍然在遙遠的南半球。他的出差即將告一段落,就在他回國的前一晚,那夜他的手機卻沒有收到任何來自<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的留言。當下他確實察覺了一絲異樣,但隨即只當是<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>太過忙碌,於是留了一則訊息給他,讓他早點休息。反正他們隔天傍晚就能見到面。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>在兩天後實踐了他的承諾。他替<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>註冊好了他要求的雲端硬碟,並且向他保證他沒有在裡頭安插任何不懷好意的釣魚程式。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>根本聽不懂什麼是釣魚程式,道了謝之後就把<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>給打發走了。距離自己完全熟悉這些高科技的使用技巧,或許還有很長的一段路得走。一想到這些事情就讓他覺得頭疼。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然而事實上,<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>對<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>並沒有任何意見,他對他們家的兒子們都沒有。只是這數十年來,<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>和他們的父親<span lang="EN-US">Fingolfin</span>之間的爭執,在<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>的心中已經留下了極其濃烈的刻板印象。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>情願自己克服這些天殺的科技產品障礙。他不想再帶給<span lang="EN-US">Fingolfin</span>家的人更多困擾了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的葬禮結束後,許多擾人的繁雜後續隨之而來。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>獨自一人帶著醫院開立的死亡證明書,辦妥了<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的除戶手續。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">承辦人蓋上印章的那瞬間,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>覺得<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>永遠離去的事實,好像也一起被烙印在這個世界上。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">同一個月,由<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>幫忙處理的遺產轉移手續也順利完成。他知道<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>曾指定自己做遺產繼承人,因為他也是這麼做。於是一筆有著一定數目的金額送交到了他的手上。同時,包括所有<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>和他住在一起時買下的東西,如今也成為了他的東西。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然而<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>無法阻止自己開始一一打包<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的私人物品。他花了很多天,將它們分門別類,裝進大大小小的紙箱,全部鎖進了櫃子裡。他並不覺得意外,關於這些充滿回憶的東西並不能給予他任何慰藉這件事。相反地,它們只是不斷地提醒他:<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的一切,如今全都送交到了他的手中。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">除了<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>以外。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>死後的一周,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>便回到了他的工作崗位上,再次投身於頻繁的偵查、出巡、外勤的忙碌生活之中。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他很快恢復了原本的生活作息,晝出夜歸,以極佳的效率陸續處理好了前一個月延滯的所有公務。只是他不再在接近中午時頻頻看向牆上的時鐘,也不再留意手機屏幕上是不是出現什麼訊息通知。他的手機在那之後不久,便因為他的大意而在出勤的任務中給狠狠地摔了一次。之後那支手機再也放不出聲音來,<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>連電話都不能打給他了,只能用訊息代替。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">最後,他將原本排定要和<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>一起度過的整周假期都撤了回去。而放假的日數在那日之後從七開始累計下去,從此再也沒有減少。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>曾試圖阻止他這麼快就回去工作,然而<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>對他說:「已經夠久了。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>愣了愣,隨後噤聲不語。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他這才想起,是啊,對<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>而言,自<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>死去那刻起,每一秒都是一整個沈寂的冬天。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">在十二月即將走向尾聲的最後一日,一名意外的訪客按響了<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>家的門鈴。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>前來應門。當他看見來者是誰時,著實大吃了一驚。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他眨了眨滿溢著不可置信的眼,退開一步,讓<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>進入了他的玄關。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一股微妙的氛圍瀰漫在兩人之間。自從葬禮之後,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>就沒有再見到過<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>了。然而<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>一語不發。他表現出來的並非厭惡或者抗拒,相反地,他試圖給予<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>一些基本的友好。呆站了半秒後,<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>將一個明顯是慰問禮的禮盒遞給他。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>直截了當地接過這單純為了禮尚往來而存在的東西,然後再直截了當地將它們隨便放置到一邊去。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>?」最後<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>還是主動開口道。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「嗯<span lang="EN-US">……</span>」<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>似乎正躊躇著該如何才能切入正題。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>想請他先進客廳來,但<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>突然之間抓住他。一個沈甸甸的黑色提袋隨之被塞進了他的手中。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「總之我就把它留給你了。多半是照片什麼的,我大致翻了一下,另外還有一些從手機存下來的檔案。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「什麼?」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>猛然抬起視線。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>被<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>突如其來的反應嚇了一跳。他一頭霧水地回望他的堂兄。「嗯<span lang="EN-US">……</span>什麼?」他不太確定地問。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">……</span>沒事。我知道了。」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>生硬地結束了這個話題。他將電腦穩妥地拿好,在<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>看來幾乎是過度的鄭重其事了些。接著他又說了一次。「我知道了<span lang="EN-US">……</span>謝謝你。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">一陣空白的沈默隨之替補。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>也沒有走開來,他們有些尷尬地面對面站著,一語不發,最後是<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>在無語地佇立原地數秒鐘之後,終於下了決心似的放下了手中自己的公事包。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>,能聊一聊嗎?」他問。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">紅髮青年理當早已預料到這樣的話題。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>點了點頭,接著稍微偏過臉去。「當然可以。坐嗎?」他略顯疏離,客氣地問道。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>依言繞過了玄關口。他們在空曠的客廳裡兩張素色的沙發上分別坐下。<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>注意到桌面堆疊了許多本操作手冊,看來他從自己哥哥口中得知的、關於<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>不擅長使用科技產品的傳聞確實是真的。但他如今怎麼突然積極了起來呢?<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>無法克制地感到好奇。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">不過這些問題自始至終沒有從他口中吐露。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">這個詞說出口的當下,<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>感到有些微的後悔。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>從不在<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的名字前面加上所有格,反倒是他頻頻這麼做,但是<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>並沒有對此做出任何反應。他沒有<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>所認為的那樣敏感。<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>曾和<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>說過,<span lang="EN-US"> Maitimo</span>擁有一顆他所認識的所有人裡最堅韌的心。除了他自己以外,沒有人能夠擊垮。他想,的確是這樣的。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我哥他常常跟我提到你。」<span lang="EN-US">Turgon</span>再度開口說。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「父親問過哥,關於結婚的事。我哥沒有遮掩其詞的打算。」他說下去,一邊讓雙手的手指彼此交疊,放在自己的膝蓋上,斟酌著每一個詞彙的使用是否足夠妥善。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「他對父親說的很明白,他不打算娶任何一位女性。你們的事,父親其實略知一二,只是一直沒有說破而已。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">這件事<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>同樣知道。<span lang="EN-US">Fingolfin</span>曾極其隱晦地試探過他們的關係。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>沒有刻意揭露,卻也同樣沒有刻意隱瞞。不過如今,即使將一切攤開在陽光下也已經無關緊要了。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros……</span>你是一個正直的人。我哥同樣是那樣直來直往的類型,他會喜歡你,其實是再理所當然不過的事。而我對你父親<span lang="EN-US">Feanor</span>的主觀想法,並不會影響我對你的評價。我同樣很感謝你,謝謝你陪著哥哥這麼久。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">『<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,明天工作也加油哦,不過你到底聽不聽得到我的留言?』他聽見<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的聲音調侃地笑著說。接著是一陣輕微的碰撞聲,他知道那是<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>拿著手機滾到了床上去。通常他留言給自己的時候,都是他們共同的就寢時間。畢竟他們的時區相差並不大。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">『我好想你啊<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,做什麼這麼喜歡出差,我想你差不多可以退休<span lang="EN-US">……</span>』<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">當<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>走進玄關發現地上躺著一本「智慧型手機使用說明手冊」時,他發自內心感到驚訝極了。他將那本貼滿了標籤紙的厚重書本撿起來,指尖觸到書頁被翻得起了些毛邊,有些地方也摺了角。他把自己的圍巾解下、掛到了牆上的掛鉤上。「<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>!」他揚聲對裡頭呼喊<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的小名。「<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,你在嗎?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Kano</span>,你怎麼來了?」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>顯然有些驚訝。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「哦,那裡啊。」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>喃喃著,轉動方向盤,倒車出了車位。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">以壞的一面而言——或者說用<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的話來講——他就是個徹頭徹尾的科技白癡。他看地圖、聽廣播、閱讀報紙且習慣手寫信。然而,那是因為<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>幾乎不需要網路、電腦或者其他科技產品,一樣能活得好好的。他唯一需要手機的原因,就只是為了讓<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>別太擔心自己而已。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">因為工作的關係,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>時常出差,<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>知道他不太擅長使用電腦,陪他買了一支手機,又擅自替他安裝了一些通訊程式。若是在他忙的時候,<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>會用錄音留言給他,其他時候,他們也會用那些通訊程式一來一往的對話。只有這種時候<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>會真心感謝所謂的高科技。因為即使越過半個地球,<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>的聲音仍舊是如此的真實。久而久之<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>會忘記其實他們之間仍舊存在著距離。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">因為雪勢的關係,他們比預計時間晚了一些抵達目的地。遠遠地<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>就看見了<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>正孤零零地站在細雪紛飛的街道上等著他們。他們那一頭金髮的弟弟可憐兮兮的瑟縮在冷風裡,帶著一臉顯而易見的怒意。<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>下車與他打招呼時<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>立刻沒完沒了的開始大聲罵起<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>的不是。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>挑了挑眉,將車給停好。即使透過車窗玻璃,他仍舊隱約聽見諸如「硬是要」、「不顧我反對」、「<span lang="EN-US">God damn shit</span>」之類的詞彙。隨後瞥見<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>苦笑起來,拍了拍<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>的肩膀。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他們進入餐廳時<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>已經老神在在地坐在位子上讀著菜單。他招呼<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>入座,然後扯住正想要說些什麼的<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>那條漂亮的領帶,給了他金髮的哥哥一個鹹濕放肆的長吻。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>大驚失色地豎起菜單遮住自己。「天啊<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>!」他小聲地驚呼。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>皺起眉,低聲斥責了<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>不要太引人注目。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>神情無辜地放開<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>,後者氣急敗壞地咕噥了幾句穢語,在離<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>最遠的位置坐下。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">......</span>前幾天我們海賺了一筆,」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>表現的若無其事,開口道,順手點上了一支菸抽起來。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>重新望向他,一旁的侍者此時前來送上了其他人的菜單。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「總之今天的午餐都算在我的賬上。哥哥們,你們最好全都點最貴的。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">事實上<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>沒有一點食慾。這三個月以來,他當然注意到自己的各種生理需求都變得很貧乏。不過為了不讓<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>再操額外的心,他還是點了一些由服務生記下後就被忘記了名字的食物。接著他望著眼前的玻璃杯不自覺發起呆。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>簡單地聊了些近況。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>一直以來共同從事一些不太光彩的工作,收錢辦事,意思就是什麼勾當都幹,只要酬勞足夠都行。對於這件事,因為職業的關係,很早以前<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>就已經知道了。而很不巧的,他也正好身處與他們對立的立場。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>後來只好選擇睜一隻眼閉一隻眼。幸好目前為止他的弟弟們尚沒有捅出什麼大</span></span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">簍子來。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你先搞定你的狗吧!」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>罵道。「你最好給我早點清掉那些狗毛,天殺的,它們總是堵住電腦的散熱器——」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>!說起電腦,」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>連忙搶過話題,兄弟倆隨即偏過頭望向他們的二哥,<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>很高興自己順利中斷了他們即將開始的爭執。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「嘿,<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,你是不是需要一些建議?我記得你提過雲端硬碟的事。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「啊,」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>回過神來。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「哦,嗯。我還沒來得及去問<span lang="EN-US">Turukano (Turgon)</span>。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「雲端儲存空間?」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>挑起眉。「大哥,你知道你可以直接使用信箱帳號去註冊。那東西確實挺方便的,上傳的資料通常也沒有保存期限。」他說。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「怎麼樣?如果大哥需要的話,我替你辦一個吧。不過你要在裡頭存什麼?工作資料?」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「怎麼可能。」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>失笑。執起酒杯喝下一小口。酒液灼燒著順流進入他的喉嚨。他看上去不是很想談論其他細節。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>識相地沒有再追問。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「說起來,你們兩個前陣子到底是做了什麼生意?」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>半晌後忍不住又開口問。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">餐廳播放著輕柔的古典樂。聽見<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>的問句,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>不著痕跡地看了下隔壁桌的客人,確認他們沒有在注意這裡。這地方看似低調而典雅,事實上龍蛇虎雜。因為這城市本身治安就非常不好,再者、餐廳的位置位在離市中心不遠的地方、卻又與主要道路間隔了足夠的距離,市區警力難以管轄,客源非常雜亂。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">聽聞<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>的問題,<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>輕笑著稍微傾身向前,壓低了音量:「也沒什麼,只不過走私點軍火。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你們別又給我找麻煩。」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>幾乎是立刻便開口罵道。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>笑著靠回椅背上,擺了擺手。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「沒事的大哥,貨不多,體積也不大,就只是單價高嘛。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>不吃這一套,冷冷地望了他一眼。<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>大笑起來。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「放心吧!臭條子的能力還是挺有限。」<span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>大放厥詞地說。「到底是政府部門養的狗,不過就是群生活安逸的……」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>,閉嘴。」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>非常不自然地喝止他。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Curufin</span>好像忽然意識到什麼似的,說到一半的話突兀地中斷住。一旁的<span lang="EN-US">Celegorm</span>同樣面露驚訝之色,戰戰兢兢地坐直了身子,瞥了一眼<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">不過<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>什麼也沒說。他甚至沒有對他們投以一個眼神,推開椅子站了起來。往侍者的手裡隨便塞了一張大鈔,接著他轉頭就離開了餐廳。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>當然追了過去。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>正背著風點起菸狠狠地抽起來,而他的二弟有些狼狽地試圖單手裹好圍巾,一邊推開餐廳厚重的門,踏進一片花白的街道上。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>……你知道<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>他不是故意的。」他跟上他的身邊,有些擔憂地說。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>草率地應了一聲。一些雪花落在他紅銅色的髮梢和睫毛上,他沒有白費力氣將它們拍掉的打算,只是從口袋中拿出車鑰匙遞給<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「車留給你用。替我看好<span lang="EN-US">Curvo</span>他們,我回去了。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「……我知道了。路上小心,<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>。」<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他不會說<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>復原的很好,因為事實就擺在眼前:在那些事發生之後,他顯然還沒有走出一切。<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>沈默地目送<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>走遠,看他的背影隨著那些雪、漸漸消融在街道的夜色裡。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">說來不幸,最近他正好也結束了一些比較麻煩的工作,就連拿忙碌當作分心的理由都無法辦到。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">最後,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>終於在接近午夜時搭上地鐵的末班車回家去。千篇一律的路線,千篇一律的城市,一切都顯得蒼白無味。他倚靠在冰冷的車門邊,聽著車窗外頭漆黑的隧道裡、迴響車輪碾壓著鐵軌的規律節奏,而他蒼白的臉龐倒映在窗玻璃上,像是一名獨自行走的幽靈。<span lang="EN-US"></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">經過家門口的信箱時,<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>本能地朝裡頭看了一下。他掃過上頭的字母,抽出了整疊信件裡的其中一件來:米黃色的信封,上頭被印刷上去的收件人名字,端正地寫著<span lang="EN-US">Fingon</span>。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">對他而言,生命就像是歌曲裡最悠遠的那個長音,或者戰爭中的第一聲號角。也許他曾見到那之中的曙光,但它總要終結在變換的時間裡。如今憤怒之戰順利推翻了<span lang="EN-US">Melkor</span>,<span lang="EN-US">Silmarillis</span>轉移到了維拉的手中,<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>知道他們的結局近了。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我知道,<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>。」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>有些驚訝地望著他。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>收回他生硬的語氣,似乎本來還有什麼話想講,但張開了嘴而後又將語句吞了回去。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">直到現在<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>都不知道他的大哥究竟還想要說些什麼。他們後來暫時分了開來,各自回到自己的軍隊那裡去。然後就是現在這樣的情況了。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你準備好了嗎?」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>問他。<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>將視線從<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的紅色上頭移開,點了點頭。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我不想再殺更多人。」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>忍不住對他說。在這個位置不會被任何人看見。儘管他知道這是一句不必要的陳述。然而同時這句話對<span lang="EN-US">Feanorian</span>的力量顯得依然自負。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>忍不住望向了辛姆林的方向,那裡的地勢全都不一樣了,他幾乎無法辨認實際的位置。然而,當他收回視線時,發現<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>正凝視著永遠也看不見的希斯隆。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「如果失敗了,我將無顏見到父親。」好半晌,他聽見<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>低聲說了這麼一句。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「然而,無論失敗與否,我都將無顏面對<span lang="EN-US">Findo (Fingon)</span>。」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>,既然我們已經決定了,就別再折磨自己了。」<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>難過地輕聲說。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>【<span lang="EN-US">Ch2. Fire</span></b><b>】</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>找到他們時,兩個<span lang="EN-US">Feanorians</span>正準備重新出發。<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>騎著他黑色的坐騎,一馬當先地以他最快的速度趕上去。「<span lang="EN-US">Makalaure</span>!<span lang="EN-US">[3]</span>」他大聲喊<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>被嚇了一大跳,回過頭去,馬匹在同一時間橫擋在他們的面前。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>皺起眉停下腳步。緊接著進入視線的是晚了一些來到他們前頭的<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">半精靈雙子幾乎一模一樣的臉上顯露出擔憂,不過<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>的則是責難更多一些。雙子一前一後下了馬。「你們要去哪裡?」<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>來勢洶洶地問。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>一時無語,只好以一種求助的眼神望向<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>難得沒有喝止他兄弟的無禮,顯然他提出這個問題的意願與<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>不相上下。他們望著<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>,等待一個顯而易見的回答。<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>和<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>遭遇了半晌的欲言又止。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">不過當<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>重新開口時,他直白地避開了他的養子們的問題。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「你們不應該來這裡,<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>、<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>。」他規勸似地說。「你們不能被牽扯進我們所受的咒詛——」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「父親,」非常罕見的,<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>焦急地開口打斷了他。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「請原諒我的無禮,但是,既然<span lang="EN-US">Silmarillis</span>已經被收回了,那它們如今也獲得保全,不會再被奪走。你們的誓言是否能有任何的轉圜餘地?」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「這種事……」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我們詢問了那些人,」<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>同樣急躁地追擊,將<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>的話語硬生生堵了回去。「事實上,<span lang="EN-US">Earendil</span>——我們的生父——他已經為諾多族懇求了原諒,而且他的祈求也得到了應允。你們不會有事……」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我們討論過這件事了。」<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>在此時終於開口說道。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>別開了視線。雙子的視線同時移到了<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的身上,他的聲音不大,一字一句卻威嚴十足,鏗鏘有力。他的眼底再度燃燒起猛烈的靈魂之火,彷彿正重述著他們所立下的誓。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「我們乃是指著伊露維塔的名字發誓。因此,奪回<span lang="EN-US">Silmarillis</span>是必要之事,無論它們是否獲得保護與安置。否則,我們的靈魂將會墜入無盡的黑暗之中。」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>無法諒解地看向紅髮的精靈。然而在他還試圖說什麼時,<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>按住了他的肩膀,以及<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>的。「不要怪罪我的兄長。」他說。「這是我們共同的命運。」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>聽見<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>轉頭離開了他們,一個人走遠去了,他不怪<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>。他的兄長一向不擅長道別。也許因為他曾錯失道別的機會,如今甚至厭惡它。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>忽然覺得自己幸運極了。他的此生是何等有幸。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「聽著,」他扯出了一抹微笑。「我非常開心,你們特地帶這消息來給我和<span lang="EN-US">Maitimo</span>。」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「然而,我仍舊要去完成我的諾言,而最後將不會有任何人拯救我們。包括你們,<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>,<span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>。因為它著實是一件惡事。」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">「請你們不要惦記我,請原諒我,也請不要饒恕我吧……」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Elros</span>微微睜大了眼睛。他似乎還想說些什麼,但他的兄弟<span lang="EN-US">Elrond</span>卻像是早已明瞭了他們會有怎樣的決議。他環住了<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>的肩膀,閉上了雙眼。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>在溫柔的思緒裡想起那艘成為星星的船。啊!星辰之子!他如今終於明白了他們的名字真正含義。那才是他們真正的父親,<span lang="EN-US">Earendil</span>,滿溢著光明與榮耀——而不是他。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">他與<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>,在往後的歷史中,他們將只是偷走了這對星辰的竊盜者、或者是無惡不作的殺親者、或者不共載天的戴罪之人。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">總有那樣幾個人對自己而言是無比重要的,卻註定不能相伴到最後。然而——確實——你並不會希望他們不曾存在過。因為他們給了你一曲無與倫比的歲月。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">過了一會兒,<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>主動鬆開了這個擁抱。他向後退開來,端詳著他們,他真訝異他們兩人如今竟然已經長得這麼高了。俊美的臉龐輪廓分明,端正且純淨。他想自己的心臟正鼓譟地灼燒。當星星不再能繼續航行,只能夠向下墜落,就會成為火。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">再見,<span lang="EN-US">Maglor</span>說。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">然後他再也沒有回頭,走向了<span lang="EN-US">Maedhros</span>的身邊。前去屬於他們的最後一頁。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">直到最後,生命就像是歌曲裡最悠遠的那個長音,或者戰爭中的第一聲號角;有一個故事佇立在那頭,靜候審判與結局。儘管我們都知道它的歸所不會是美好的。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">最後你們所見到的會是星子隕落,然後星火升起。這個夜晚將不長也不短,可已經足夠讓我們消失在這個世界。月亮依舊徒勞的尋找太陽,你要明白,終有一天它會追不上的。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">而我們與你們,亦將永不相見。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">[1]Maitimo:Maedhros的昆雅母名。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">[2]Kano:Maglor父名的簡稱。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">[3]Makalaure:Maglor的昆雅母名。</span></span></div>
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想畫挺久了,費諾帶領眾人離開Aman時,「根據同樣不眠不休守在維拉身邊的凡雅精靈說,當報信的使者向曼威回報費諾的回覆時,曼威忍不住低頭落淚。不過,當聽到費諾的最後一句話:至少諾多族所創下的功績將在歌謠中傳頌千古時,曼威抬起頭來,仿佛聽到了暮鼓晨鍾,於是他說:“理當如此!這些歌謠可花了昂貴的代價,不當等閑視之,因為都是無價之寶。就像一如曾經告訴我們的,那不包含在我們先前構思孕育中的美,將被帶入一亞,如此一來,邪惡的存在反倒是好的了。”<br />
<br />不過曼督斯說:“但邪惡依舊是邪惡。對我而言,費諾很快就要來報到了。”」<br />
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